Chapter 3: Furtive

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Nathan’s P. O.V

The relentless gusts of wind swept vehemently towards the open window, their force amplified by the storm's raging crescendo. The raindrops, descending from the heavens with an audible fury, reverberated through the air like echoes of haunting shouts that had long severed the delicate strings connecting me to my family. Bereft of any meaningful bonds, I found solace in my isolation, harboring an innate aversion to forming new connections. The tumultuous chaos, an unyielding adversary that had assailed me relentlessly for an interminable stretch of time, appeared impervious to change, its grip unyielding.

In this desolate moment, as the frigid tendrils of winter's touch pierced through my skin, I tentatively retrieved my phone from the confines of my pocket. The touch of the chilled device against my hands served as a stark reminder of the icy void that resided within me, a symbolic manifestation of the isolation I had chosen to embrace.

**Calling Clein**
“What can I do for you Cai’zhc Nathan Vallor? " mataray nyang bungad sa phone.

“ Pardon”-Nathan

“ w-wait why? ”-nauutal nyang tanong.

“I deeply regret my cowardice, as I find myself unable to confront the relentless challenges I face. I am trapped within the suffocating grip of fear, unable to muster the strength required for a fight. Yet, I yearn for resilience and courage, hoping to find the support needed to overcome my limitations and emerge as a brave warrior.”-Nathan

“Why are y.......? ”
Di pa sya natapos agad ako nagsalita
“With a heavy heart burdened by the weight of guilt and remorse, I must confess my transgression—I have betrayed your trust through an act of infidelity. This admission, fraught with sorrow and shame, compels me to recognize the irreparable damage inflicted upon our bond. In light of this profound betrayal, I believe it is only just and fair to release you from the confines of our relationship, for my actions have tainted the purity of our love beyond redemption.” Nathan

**I already heard her crying **
(𝘚𝘰,𝘐 𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘥 𝘶𝘱 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘩𝘰𝘯𝘦)

The excruciating pain I bear within is insurmountable. Nonetheless, liberating her was the wisest choice I could make, allowing her to escape the grasp of a man who couldn't even afford to gift her a bouquet on each anniversary. My fidelity alone was inadequate, and I couldn't bear to subject her to the hardships that burdened me. Finally, the chains that bound us have been severed.
(2 days after)

I'd waked up with heavy head and tones of problems. Financial issues and lack of sleep. I go to school drunk.

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