Mr. Forgettable

Chapter 5; Dumbass

I laid in my bed, staring up the ceiling. Okay, THAT, just happend. Me and Deku.... Oh god. My hands covered my face quickly. Even though it was only hands, it was still intimate and god it felt good. Deku already went away, going home to sleep since he had work tomorrow. So now I was laying in my boxers, thinking about the events that happend just now.
'Did this mean he felt the same? Does he like me too? Yeah, why else would he do such a thing. Or was he just looking for an one-night-stand? No... right?' Overthinking is one of my qualities, so I couldn't help but looking over the whole situation a million times, pointing out the flaws or other possibilities for actions. Eventually my thoughts landed on Deku's face and I smiled at myself. I truly did love him. Even though it's was such a short time between recognizing these feelings and meeting him, I still loved him.
I crawled underneath the now clean covers and went to sleep with a smile, thinking about Deku and his stupid freckles, his dumb green hair and his mesmerizing eyes. That night I had one of the greatest sleeps ever.

The following week has been exciting, confusing and fun. Since my birthday, I hung out with my new friends almost every day. When I came home, Deku would be waiting infront of my door, kissing me as an hello. Every night I would ask him to join me with my friends and every time he would say yes. But then he didn't come the next day and would make up excuses when I asked him about it. I didn't really mind, maybe he was just shy. I was already happy he wasn't seeing anyone else but me, atleast, I hoped. Thing is, I still didn't ask him to be my boyfriend. And I don't fucking know why. We hang out every night, kiss and cuddle, talk for hours and it's obvious he likes me back. But somehow I've been too much of a coward to actually make it official. That's changing today. On Friday the 7th of September, I will make Deku my boyfriend. I was so excited, I could barely focus in class. Of course, Ei asked to hang out again, but I kindly refused. He looked a bit dissapointed, but quickly recovered when Hanta told him he would hang out with him after school.
The last class finally ended after what felt like an enternity. I quickly packed my books, rushed out of the classroom and almost sprinted towards my house which wasn't far away from my school. When I arrived home, I ran up the stairs, quickly opened my door and undressed out of my outdoor clothes. I speed-walked towards my room and grabbed the clothes that would scream Deku-please-be-my-boyfriend. I was debating on a neat dress-shirt or the green hoodie for half an hour, going for the hoodie in the end since it had more personal value. Then I went downstairs and started cooking. I made Katsudon, since I knew it was Deku's favorite food. I had an old recept from my grandma memorized and started cooking the hopefully most delicious Katsudon Deku would've ever eaten.
When that was finished, I prepared the dining table, setting it up with some fancy candles. I grabbed some old crockery my aunt gave me when I moved out of my house. I dimmed the lights and lastly put down the food on the table. I appreciated the work I had done, before turning to the living room. Now it was time to wait, Deku could come at any time. I asked him to come a bit earlier since I would make dinner. After some painful moments of nervousness, the doorbell rang. I shot up and almost sprinted to the door, remaining myself since I didn't want to look like an idiot towards Deku.
I opened the door and there he was. The man of my dreams. He was dressed in an orange hoodie, my favorite color, some black jeans and his usual long, brown coat. Even though he wore nothing special, it was a gorgeous sight. ''Hey beautiful.'' I greeted him with a smile, pecking his cheek after. ''Hello handsome.'' He greeted back, with the cutest smile ever, a red blush painting his cheeks. I spread my arms, wanting to take his coat from him and hang it up, but he hugged me instead. I chuckled and close my arms around him. "Long day?" I mumbled in his hair. "Hmmmm yeah, very long." He mumbled back, holding me tighter. His curls were tickling my nose, but I didn't care one bit as we stood there for a few seconds, embracing each other. After I took his coat from him while he went inside. When I entered the kitchen right after, a tiny cute gasp came out of Deku as he looked at the table. I smiled and hugged him from behind. "You like it~?" I asked and he quickly nodded. "You're so sweet Kacchan, so incredibly sweet." He turned around and quickly kissed me, leaving me blushing as he moved towards the table, swaying his hips. "You're coming or no?" He said with a light chuckle, snapping me out of my trance as I walked quickly towards my chair, mumbling an apology. When I said down, we both dived into our food. He because he was hungry, me because I wanted to get this over with and ask him out. While eating, we barely talked since I was so focused on my thoughts. 'Is he going to say yes? What if I fuck this up? Does he even have feelings for me? Shut up, stupid coward, of course he has feelings for you. Just get it over with already.' "Kacchan?" His voice made me look up from my food and look at him in curiosity. "Are you okay?" He asked gently, his fingers crazing my hand that laid on the table. When I looked into his eyes, I couldn't help but smile. The thoughts immediately went away and my heart was beating loudly in my chest. "Yeah, I'm fine, just a bit tired." I grabbed his hand and squeezed it in confirmation. He smiled back, that cute smile which makes my heart flutter. "Okay then, let's clean up, shall we?" At first I was a bit confused, but then I saw we both finished our plates. "Uhm y-yes, lets clean up." I quickly stood up, grabbed the dishes and went to the sink, cursing at myself for stuttering.