Sxy
"Harder!" I shouted. Nasa gitna ngayon ng training ang lahat ng gangster, I called these one day training because shit! We're going to war.
"Hey." Si miss axel. Until now hindi pa din ako maka paniwalang she's one of us.
"Don't be too hard." She tap my shoulder at tumingin sakin. I know alam nilang wala ako sa sarili ko now a days.
"I'm not." tumawa lang ito ng mahina bago ko marinig ang malakas nitong buntong hinga.
"Nerd." Dahil sa tinawag niya sakin ay napa lingon ako ng ayos sa kanya.
"Just do what your heart says." Sambit nito at ngumiti. I don't know what to say.
I really don't know what is happening between me and reily. I know I'm trapped now, but why it feels right whenever I'm with her.
She's playing with me?
I really don't know. And I'm scared to know.
My thoughts fade when a hard thing fall. My eyes meet sam. She's really mad and so do i.
Ilang araw na din simula ng magkasakitan kami. Alam kong mali lahat ng ginagawa ko ngayon but I love her so much. I'm fucking eager to know whats is the truth.
And gusto ko mismo sa kanya marinig 'yon.
Lahat.
"Idiot." Rinig kong bulong ng katabi ko habang nakatingin din kay sam. Pft.
Nakita kong lumabas si sam kaya sinundan ko ito. I want to make things all right between us.
"Sam!" Sigaw ko dito ng sasakay na ito sa elevator.
Agad itong lumingon at mabilis naman akong lumapit dito. She fucking roll her eyes.
"Not now." She coldly said. Papasok na sana ito sa elevator ng hilahin ko ulit ito pabalik. Pansin ko ang pamamaga ng gilid ng labi niya ganon din ang putok niyang kilay. Dang, I'm sorry.
"Please talk to me sam." I said in my pleasing voice. Buhat doon ay natigil din siya at humarap sakin pero tinapon niya muna ang kamay ko sa ere para mabitawan ko ito.
"Okay talk." What the fuck, hindi ako sanay sa ganyang treatment niya.
"Ahmm I--im sorry sam for what I did to you. You know me right it just my anger always up first and I can't control it." Natawa naman ito ng mapakla dahil sa sinabi ko.
"I don't want to hear that ym. It's okay if you punch me or kick me...but making our gangster clan stupid because of your freaking girl. I can't accept that! We all know ym! That girl....the girl that you're in love with right now is the." She pause and wipe her tears.
"The enemy." After that, I punch her hard again. Narinig ko pa ang malakas nitong tawa.
DAMN IT!
"You fucking don't have the right to say that! You didn't know how hard all of this to me! You are my fucking best friend. I thought you'll understand me." Naramdaman ko na lang ang pag tulo ng luha ko kasabay non ang pag sapak din niya sakin. Fuck.
Hinawakan niya ako sa kuwelyo at isinandal sa pader nanghihina na ako everything that her mouth say is fucking true. Ramdam ko ang bigat ng pagkakahawak niya sakin, she's fucking mad.
"You stupid! You are blind because of that love of yours! She kidnap your freaking dad asshole! WAKE UP!" Buhat doon ay agad ko siyang naitulak kaya nahiga siya sa sahig. I punch her. Hard.
