Confuse Love

9- Sweet

Bright

Phi bible can be sweet if he he want. I am thankful for that. I can only sigh when thinking of how will phi bible think after my second failure. I have to admit i am not that strong. I am a bit frustrated and unconciously i walk to the garden. I sit there and look at beautiful moon.

Are you alone suddenly someone greet me. I look at my back and just nod before leaving. Wait, i just want to talk one of the foreigner from the group before said. I look at him. I am george he introduce himself. Bright i said wai to him. I saw you before he said. Again i nod and try to escape. Dont be scare, i mean no harm george said. Sorry for staring before he apoligized. I look at him and smile. I used to it i said. Sorry george said again. Where are you come from i ask george. US and you he ask me back. This is my hometown, but now i am living at bangkok.  Are you a model or something george ask. I look at him and laugh slowly. So you dont know me but keep staring i ask. Should i know he ask and start doing serching via his phone. Ops sorry, i really dont know. Wow it an honor to meet superstar george said and keep scrolling my picture. You look so much better in person george said. Thank you i said and both of us laugh.
Where is your boyfriend george ask and look around. Are you make fun of me i ask george. No i am not, i really want to greet you before but i cant because i dont want any problem with your boyfriend he said calmly. I have no one in my life and i am lonely so dont talk about boyfriend i said jokingly. Really george ask and look at me weirdly. Really i said firmly. My mistake george said and again we laugh.
Bright suddenly phi bible call me coldly. Yes phi i look at him and smile. Meet my new friend george i introduce george to phi bible. Phi bible just nod and coldly said. Lets go, its late now. Okay i said.
See u again i said to george and wai at him. Ok george reply and nod at phi bible. I walk slowly to our room and turn back when i felt phi bible stop walking. What wrong i ask him. I dont think your are suitable for my brother he said coldly. What do you mean i ask him slowly. I know i already fail in his test. He dont need someone who weak and not serious he said coldly. I look at him. I know i am not strong but i am serious i said and look at his eyes. He just smirk and cold said. He dont need someone who easily sway by any random man. Are you calling me cheap phi i ask him slow but very firm. Arent you he ask and leave me alone. I close my eyes and let my tears flowed.

I walk to the receiptionist and ask for new room but they have no vacant room. I take a deep breath and walk to the nearest bus stop. The earliest public transport is at 8 am. Its only 11 pm. I have no choice but to wait here. I am glad i change my short and shirt. Its really cold. I have no sweat shirt and i already return phi bible shirt to him.
Before i close my eyes suddenly george call me worrily. Bright, what happen he ask. Are you okay he ask me. I just nod. Do you need help he ask me again. No thank you i said. Its okay, i am waiting for my friend here i lie to him. Really he ask me. Again i nod. Take care he said and leave me alone. Again i cry because a total stranger are nicer than phi bible. I must be stupid when i think he is sweet guy. I wipe my tears and close my eyes.
I will be joke if someone look at me like this. You are so stupid bright i scold myself. Its a really dark, i am really scare but  i really cant stay in phi bible room when he called me cheap. I close my eyes and sleep. Suddenly i felt warm.
At least no one can see me here and it quite warm i thought and keep sleeping.

I felt like dreaming when i heard someone arguing. I felt uncomfortable and sweaty. I felt so hot. Bright, someone call me. I try to open my eyes but i cant. Then i felt i was lifted. A voice keep talking but i cant open my eyes.
I felt someone keep wiping my face and body. And not long after that, i manage to open my eyes and look at phi mile worry face. I try to get out from the bath tub but phi mile hold me tight. Please he said with red eyes. Please stay he said.  No i weakly said. Let me go i said. Bright apo suddenly come and comfort me. I look at him and cry. I dont want to be here, help me i beg apo. I dont want to see him i said again. Please help me i said again. You wont see him apo said quickly. I will help you, dont force yourself apo said try calm me. Thank you i said and start losing my cousious again.

I look around when i awake in the morning. I am not in phi bible room. Are you awake i hear george voice. He look tired. I am a bit shocked. Dont worry you are save now george try to calm me. Bright suddenly apo come and touch my head. The temperature are decrease now he said. Thank god apo said again. I look at george. He is guarding you when we find you this morning apo said. I look at george and slowly said thank you.  Small matter, i cant let superstar sleeping alone george tease me. Get better, i need to go he said and leave us.
You should not act like this apo said. I am sorry i said. I will call my uncle, i will leave as soon as posible i said. Bright apo call me but i close my eyes.