Confuse Love

15- Why

Bible

He look like a kitten sitting on the chair. He dont even contradic a word from metawin. I cant believe how both of them act. Luke look at me without blinking. I need to give a space for win to scold that poor kitten. He is really scary when he angry. Now i know why this kitten hide behind blanket just for his call. Just like luke i wait patiently. That poor kitten finally cry and look at win with his pearly eyes. Luke look at me and smirk when i look worry. Stop win said and cant continue his scolding. But bright the kitten keep crying make win sigh and sit beside him. I look at luke with awe. Again he smirk at me. Win finally cool down and slowly hug him. You better promise not to do this again. What will i tell your mom if anything happen to you like before he said. Phi toey will scold me for hiding it, you know we cant be like other people, especially you win said while hugging him. Are you still angry he ask with a sob. Win keep silent. Dont you love me now bright ask win. Win only can sigh and reply forever, so please becareful he said and push bright so he can see his face. Stop crying, you look ugly win said and smile to bright. I love you too bright said and hug win back. I look at luke who look done with the duo.

Why dont you stop him to court nunew i ask luke. We try but at some point he need to find himself. He is confuse. So both of you know he is the omega i ask luke. Everyone except himself luke said and chuckle. He is being brain wash by his company and fans luke said and laugh. I nod and also laugh. Since his debut in BL genre he is known as a handsome alpha and he do a great job acting as an alpha. Actually i already know about it since the day he confront me but i really want to know how far he can go. After our camping trip i already decide to allow him courting nunew because i know they can be a good friend then he suddenly appear at the jungle trekking trip and everything goes sour.

He now sit beside me infront of calm luke and cold win. Win you are staring, its rude bright said and that make win glare at him. What is your plan win ask me. Try to hurt him again win ask me directly. He is brave. No, i have no plan. I just want to clear things between me and bright i said. I am sorry for making you worry i said calmly. Win again bright call win. Its okay i said. So win ask me. I need to make it clear, zee find me and ask about bright so i thought he still angry and need clear permision. I am meeting him because i want to tell him that i am okay with him courting nunew i explain to him. I even plan to arrange their date i said but i really dont have the chance to talk about that with him yet i said and all three of us are stunned when bright suddenly run to his room. All of us look at each other. Because he react like this every time i mention nunew i said. Win close his eyes and sigh. I will see him before he claim i dont love him again because i dont run to him he said. Luke just chuckle on that and i really suprised with their friendship. Dont you felt jelous i ask luke. Jelous of what, a sibling he ask me. At first yes, but after being with them i know what they have is sibling, brotherhood and both really love each other. Unconciously he is a parf of my life. Like getting sister in law luke said and laugh. I smile and get what he try to tell. You know what the best part is luke ask me. To get bright you need to get thru metawin first and he is difficult to handle more than bright himself luke said again lookbat me meaningfully. I am fluster so i just nod and look at the door. We better go back first. This will take a long time luke said and send a message to win. Really i ask luke. How come he act so casual. Trust me i am expert about those two he said.

I now lying on my bed. I sent a short message to bright.
"Call me when you are ready"
I really dont understand why he behave like that. I felt like i do something wrong but everything i done is for him. How come he angry with me. Am i using wrong word i ask myself. I really believe we will be in good relation after our ride trip but looking at this it will be back to the start. Should i ignore him and let him courting nunew without any help i ask myself. My heart felt sting when i think of that. What wrong with you i talk to my heart.

Its already a few days but i still did not receive his call and he even reject my call. He ignore my message and treat me like i am invisible. What mile ask me when i sigh for a thousand time. I dont know i said. Its not my problem but bright still not contact nunew i said. So what mile ask me. Have you forgot how he confront me before i ask mile. So ask mile again. He is angry and i am worry i said. Why is that mile ask like a stupid guy. I told you, he still dont contact nunew i said loudly. I have been telling him the whole story but he act like he know nothing. Are you worry because he did not contact nunew or because he is angry with you mile ask me. I really cant reply to that. I look at mile like a stupid person. Have you ever thought that he dont like nunew that much. He may be like someone else who stupid like him mile ask. I still cant reply to that. Dont be like me, its too late when i know my feeling to apo. Now i only can pray for his happiness with kinn, mile said slowly and leave me alone. I look at mile lonely back and then run to my room.