Confuse Love

16- Confuse

Bright

Why i cant reply to him i ask win again and again. You know why win reply and concentrate on his drama. I look at luke and he shrugged his shoulders indicating he didn't know. Win, he will worry, its not his fault i said. Of course it his fault for being stupid win said coldly.
Forget about him he add. I try to grab my phone and win casually said. Reply to him and you wont see me again. Win i scream at him but he just look at his stupid drama.

I know i am being drama queen. I cant help it because i really dont know. I am confuse. If i am aware of my heart i will seduce him on our ride trip. I really miss my chance. And now this stupid metawin being over protective and keep saying phi bible dont see me the same way i see him. He is offering his cousin for you, he dont love you win said coldly. But i love him i said. After screaming on his face that you love his cousin win ask me. I look at win angrily because i have no excuse for that. Its because i am confuse i said. You still confuse now win said. No i am not i said. Babe, bright may be right luke try to help. No he is not win said and glare at luke. Its been a week he still not coming to you win said.
I know look at win and finally cool down. May be you are right i said softly. Win why i always fall for an alpha like me i ask win slowly. Because you are not an alpha win said clearly and look into my eyes. Babe luke call win. Luke come closer to me and i look at win with big eyes. Before you angry or sulky or what ever, please think carefully win said and leave me with luke. Bright?, luke try to calm me. Win is angry, he love you luke said. We are trying to tell you from earlier but win scare of you acception. Its not easy, he know because he face it before luke said. He is scare and worry of you. Is that why i never fall for any girl and cute guy before i ask luke. I dont know but it really look like that luke said

I need to be alone i said and get into my room. I look at myself in the mirror. I am the great alpha every one talk about. How come it come to this. What should i do. Do i really love him or i just having crush like before. But why my heart felt so hurt and i keep missing him i ask myself. I am really scare. I never felt this before. What if win was right and phi bible dont like me like i do. That why win being stubborn because he dont want me to hurt. What happen to my love then. I am really scare. I cant help but to cry a river. I need to figure this out myself. No one can help me.

Bright he is coming luke knock and call me. He what i ask and get up from my bed. I open the door and luke look at me. He is with win now. You should hurry before win drive him away luke said. I immediately run to the hall and look at win who now confronting phi bible. They have a serious conversation and win are very firm to phi bible.
Its your fault for not aware of it win said coldly. Okay, all is my fault phi bible said. Of course its all your fault, you make him hurt, you make him cry and now you act like an innocent guy win said again. I am sorry for being late phi bible said to win. I look at luke and slowly ask. Dont he suppose to say that to me. Yup luke said. But why win i ask luke confusely. Because that was the exact thing you do to me before luke reply and smile. Really i ask luke again. He nod, both of you love each other, let him do what he want. He just scare to let you go, just like you before luke said. You make sure i love him sincerely before accept me as part of your life luke said and caress my hair before hug me.
After that i go to win and phi bible. I look at phi bible and then hug win tight. Thank you, i love you too i said and win return my hug and patting my back. Dont worry i will be okay i said try to ensure him. Win look into my eyes and caress my face. You know i always be there for you he said slowly. Me too i said. I will be in the room, you should settle your problem win said and walk to luke who wait for him with big warm hug. Lets go luke said and kiss his sweet lover before leave us alone.

I look at phi bible who now smile to me. I am sorry i dont get it he said. I am sorry for being late he said again. I am sorry for being confuse phi bible said slowly. Am i too late he ask me with hope. I cant say a word but keep crying. Phi bible walk slowly to me and gently hold my hand. Am i too late he ask me again. I dont answer to him but hug him tight. I am sorry baby he said again and again. I love you too he said and that make me cry harder. Are you okay now phi bible ask me softly and let me sit on his lap. I look into his eyes and said softly. I love you phi. I am sorry for being confuse i said. I know i am childish but i really love you i said again. I know and i am so happy for that. I love you for who you are, bright the supertar or the purest soul i ever meet he said and peck on my lips. I look at him with big eyes. He just smile and again peck on my lips bit this time kiss me intimately.
I still confuse with my role and my self but i definitely know i love phi bible so much. It just a cute confuse love before and there will be beautiful love story after this.

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