Cheater.

chapter 18

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"anything important to do today?" he asked, expecting to say yes. "i have this friend, they keep bugging me. i told them i have work. but actually i don't so," kaveh chuckled as he got up from the couch and took alhaitham in his arms. "im free darling. all yours for sure." alhaitham hugged him back. lightly, not too tight as kaveh did.

"what do you wanna do? cuddle, watch, read, fuck? im down to fuck." the blonde pecked alhaitham on the lips and grabbed his waist trying to seduce him. alhaitham didn't say a word, he was silent. letting kaveh touch him everywhere.

though he wanted to touch him back, kiss him back, and say things he wants him to do to him, he couldn't. it's like it doesn't want to come out anymore. but he wanted him.

alhaitham's arms were around kaveh, his shirt lifted being held up while the blonde licked his chest. praising him.

there was a twisting feeling in his heart. but
he wanted him. but he's a cheater. his heart feeling heavy.

kaveh took off alhaitham's shirt, so as his. "you're beautiful, baby." he praised. alhaitham fought the urge wanting to kiss him, climb on him and just fuck himself right there. but kaveh pulled him onto the couch. "do you want to do this?"

his hands roaming around his waist, to his ass, traveling up to his stomach then to his chest. alhaitham sighed heavily, "i want it so bad, baby.." it was like kaveh punched those word out of him. the blonde chuckled and brought him into a kiss.

he leaned back as alhaitham was on top of him. unbuttoning alhaitham's pants. he couldn't help it. he couldn't stand kaveh's unexplainable things. but he's a cheater. his heart ached when he reminded himself.

kaveh licked two fingers, lubricating them. slipping his fingers past through alhaitham's underwear, pulling it down. he shivered as kaveh rubbed against him.

maybe if he'd enjoy this last moment and forget that kaveh was cheating on him won't bother him.

alhaitham kissed kaveh, he could feel him smile as they kissed. his fingers pushed through alhaitham's entrance earning a soft moan.  "dear, you're so tight." kaveh smirked. alhaitham hugged kaveh, blowing his hot breath against his ear and neck.

the blonde felt alhaitham twitch and clenched around him as he thrusted his fingers, pulled out and pierced right in. "oh.. fuck–.." haitham rested his head on kaveh's shoulder, his grip on his other shoulder tightened.

seemed like kaveh found his prostate. he kept hitting on that bump. once, twice, more. till haitham was snapped back by one single call. his blood boiled, he's had enough of that person always bothering them.

kaveh reached out for his phone. expecting kaveh to answer it but he put it on silent mode. "you're more important to me than just stupid calls, darling."

suddenly alhaitham moaned but it sort of sounded like a groan. "did you just," kaveh laughed slightly. "cum from my words?" white spurted on kaveh's stomach. haitham came. embarrassment came rushing through alhaitham's body. "fucking..- shut up."

"you're too cute." kaveh grabbed alhaitham's face, pulling him in a sloppy kiss. he swapped their positions, alhaitham on the couch and kaveh on top. "wait- i don't wanna do it..  anymore."

kaveh frowned in confusion. but simply got off haitham and helped him up, put his clothes back on. after they finished kaveh just pecked a kiss on his cheek, took his phone and went outside.

the gray haired parted his lips in annoyance. "so now he's just gonna fuck someone else now that i didn't wanna do it anymore? bullshit." alhaitham growled as he thought and immediately went into kaveh's room.

he grabbed boxes, tape and sicssors. haitham cursed words out in anger. he was gonna end it right now. at this point he didn't care, they only dated for a week it's not gonna affect him..

haitham angrily shoved kaveh's clothes into the box. stuffing his important things in the other. and then throwing out the stuff he didn't need later.

moments later he could hear kaveh yell out his name. he tapped up the last boxes before he went out.

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"i was looking for you, where'd you go?"

"get out." alhaitham was standing behind kaveh, just a few feet away. pushing boxes towards him. "huh–?" the blonde stared in confusion. "get the fuck out." he repeated himself only to get another 'huh' in response. "get the fuck out you fucking cheater!" kaveh's eyes widen, not daring to say another 'huh' but still in confusion.

alhaitham glared at him with annoyance, "oh, don't start acting like you never cheated." kaveh looked away then looked back not hiding it anymore, "yeah, that was just earlier!" he gestured his arms. "so you admit you were cheating?"

"yeah but im not anymore! we broke contact!" kaveh trying his best to avoid this conversation but alhaitham adding up to it. "then how come they're still in your contacts?" the gray haired crossed his arms, "you looked through my phone?" he asked trying to change the subject. "fingerprint dumbshit!"

kaveh held his face in his hands. "once a cheater always a cheater. just like how you knocked people up and be their boyfriend and then the next day you cheat!" he could hear kaveh groan underneath his breath. "i was a cheater! im trying my best to stop, but i love you haitham.."

silence filled up the room. till a small laugh came from alhaitham. "you think that shit's gonna fucking work on me? no, im smarter than that kaveh and you know it." kaveh rolled his eyes, "if you're so smart, how come you still dated me even though you knew i was a cheater before?"

"get the fuck out of my fucking house—!"

"i didn't have a fucking choice to cheat on you!"

those words echoed through the place. it probably even echoed outside in the hallways. a huffed came past alhaitham's mouth, "since when was there choices to cheat on people?" alhaitham could see that the blonde was holding back tears, "now you're crying like you're the victim here."

"you don't fucking get it!" he heard kaveh's voice crack slightly as he tried to yell. "you're right. i don't get it, because im not a fucking cheater!" kaveh groaned at alhaitham's words. "can't you just fucking drop it!" kaveh exhaled "couldn't you at least fucking hear me out for a second?"

alhaitham rolled his eyes, "i don't wanna fucking hear it. i packed your shit now get the fuck out!" kaveh inhaled as he wiped his tears that have been begging to fall out.

"fine."

alhaitham was shocked at his words. his eyes widen, trying to hide it. his heart dropped. his breathing a little shaky as he watched kaveh gather his things and pushing the boxes out of the house. and left the house without a word.

just like that? no begging to take him back? no begging to let him stay?

alhaitham took a seat on the couch and let himself take a breather. he tried to process what happened just earlier. reciting everything he said.

he held his head with his hands, holding back his own tears. "god what the fuck is wrong with me." his cries sounded like a laugh. his heart felt heavy, it was twisting. it hurts.
but he was a cheater. alhaitham couldn't explain that feeling in his heart, it just hurts.
but it was the right thing, right?

please tell me this is a dream.