Cheater.

chapter 22

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it's time to fucking face it.
the other night, alhaitham couldn't sleep. instead he spent the night planning out how to get kaveh back. and he was being serious about it. haitham texted the blonde at 4am in the morning, can we talk face to face at my house brunch, breakfast-ish?

right now it's 9:30, he spent at least 3 or 2 hours making the place nice, making snacks, making anything that would be pleasant to the guest. alhaitham recited everything he was gonna say and hoped it go as plan to have him take him back.

then the doorbell rang. alhaitham's heart thumped and then began to beat faster. he skipped his way to the door, slowly opening it. the door finally revealed who was behind it, that lovely blonde he's been waiting for.

"let's just hurry up and talk."

the blonde waited for alhaitham to guide him in. the two sat on the couch. so far apart. not like before. haitham's heart pumped fast,
"i want you back."

silence occured after what he said. he looked down, not even wanting to face kaveh. "you want me back after you've broken up with me and kicked me out?" the blonde sounded like he wanted to hear out the scribe. "haitham, i already have a girlfriend. you should move on too."

"you've moved on that quickly, you don't care about what we shared?!" one, guilt tripping. "we barely even shared a thing! all we did was sex, argue and broke up." alhaitham faced kaveh with slight teary eyes.

"yeah what happened to the darling thing! all lies aren't they?" alhaitham could tell kaveh was picking up things to say from his silence, "we weren't even together for about a month, alhaitham. is 3 or 2 weeks that much to get you attatched?"

"you were so bitchy anyways i would've broken it off before you did!" at almost every sentence they would say left the two in silence. alhaitham scoffed and rolled his eyes, "what so are you gonna kick me out?"

resorting to kick the blonde out was plan b but he didn't want to give up yet. right now, all of this happening is not going as plan. agruing wasn't as planned and he needed to change things up.

the gray haired sighed, "kaveh, im sorry." he struggled with saying the words sorry. as he glanced at kaveh he saw him just staring at him with his arms crossed and his back leaning against the couch. his red crimson eyes staring at him with a "you should be sorry." look.

and oh.. how those eyes, crimson eyes looked at him in such a way. it had him aroused that it formed a slight erection before kaveh faked a cough. snapping him back to reality. he fisted his growing hard erection trying to find words to say.

"but still, i have a girlfriend and you should move on."

alhaitham nearly choked at the blonde's words as he saw him stand up and slowly walked himself towards the door out. without thinking he grabbed kaveh's hand, immediately the architect pulled his hand away.

"do you think i can literally move on when you have me at a state where i want you back?!" he saw as kaveh's brows furrowed once he realized he was being yelled at. "look alhaitham, im trying to hear you out the best i can and all i can do is just be friends."

but he didn't want to be friends. alhaitham didn't want kaveh as a friend, he wants him back. as a lover, a boyfriend. "but..-" he fidgetted with his finger, "i love you." but only a scoff came out the blonde's mouth.

"three words you couldn't say before now you've said it. you've planned all of this didn't you?" alhaitham felt himself sweating, he could hear the footsteps approaching. then saw the shoes in front of his as his face was facing the ground.

a harsh grip was held at his face, being cupped with a hand as kaveh's hand forced him to look at him. "i honestly don't know what the fuck is wrong with you now. you keep calling me and you want me back?" kaveh's brows furrowed, his crimson eyes looked like it was glowing the more he stared at them.

"i've had enough with your bullshit, what do you fucking want from me? attention or do you wanna fuck? i gave you that opportunity before but you just threw it away."

alhaitham didn't know what to feel. he felt lusted but also scared. the red crimson eyes making him scared but at the same time it awakens something inside of him.  his body felt a little wobbily as kaveh held his face.

"and ill say this," he paused. his face inching closer and closer to the scribe's face. sharing each other's breath.

"i don't love you."

those four words choked alhaitham, like he couldn't breath. his heart dropped and it felt like it was being twisted by kaveh's hand. then a kiss laid upon his lips for a second then his face was pushed away, so as his body.

he could feel tears form at his eyes as he watched kaveh slammed the door behind him. he groaned as the tears in his eyes overflowed and bursted into a waterfall.

he was just left there on the floor looking hopeless. he replayed that in his mind continously, the "i don't love you" echoing in his mind constantly. those eyes piercing right into him.

right now, he didn't know what to do. there's a feeling he just wishes to die. he cursed words in his head, cursing at himself and kaveh. his fist curling into a ball, his nails piercing into his flesh, drawing blood. 

he just laid on the floor, his eyes slowly closing though tears were flowing out his eyes. his position curling into a ball aswell. everything in his body just hurts so fucking badly.