When questions cloud your mind
And your past comes and haunts you
You're afraid to look behind
For memories are a cruel company
They might make you laugh hard
And make you feel like a retard
When you realize what a fool you were
Trusting people who looked kind.
An obligation can haunt you to death
When you look back at the deals you made
Your own words will come back and stab you
All the kindness seen will vanish
Humanity will rot and all good will famish
In the flames of hell - while alive you'll burn
As the one you trust makes a wicked U Turn.
You can curse yourself for a simple yes
But some things just can't be undone
Your heart forever will bear the burden
you'll hate yourself for being obliged
to people who mock at your respect
and rape you with their words and then say
NO OFFENSE WAS REALLY MEANT
You will be naked in the cold
bruised and tattered and nowhere to go
Whom are you to blame but yourself
For being enthralled in the devil's lair
For being oblivious to an obvious crime
And you thought you could escape
When the guilty bells would chime
So accept your fate and you can curse out loud
For you'll never see the sun behind these clouds
And questions will forever cloud your mind
And you'll be afraid to look at what you left behind.
