No, By Choice... - soulmate AU (Yoonmin, Vhope, NamJinKook)

They just made sense.

Authors POV:
Jimin clung onto Yoongi like his life depended on it. Yoongi too held Jimin as he sobbed into the omega's neck. Jimin tried to pull away to ask why he was crying but Yoongi didn't let him.

Instead he held Jimin even closer if that was possible and cried.

The two stood like that basking in each others warmth. Jimin through his tears looked around the room that made so much more sense to him.

This was the same room where they both shared such intimate moments, the same room they fought in, and the same room they made up in.

"H..Hyung" Jimin sobbed out and Yoongi tightened the hold not saying anything.

The moment Jimin heard Yoongi say "Stop playing hard to get". He knew he had to take Eunjae away for his own innocence of course and literally throw himself at his mate.

Because Jimin didn't want to play hard to get not now not ever. He wanted Yoongi and I'm sure he made that very clear.

Jimin wasn't in his right mind, he hadn't had his heat in almost 4 months because he kept taking suppressants.

Now with his emotions being everywhere and Yoongi being so close, teasing him and accepting him it was triggering Jimin's heat.

He begged to be marked finally after so many years and he begged to feel Yoongi deep inside him and he begged to have his beautiful scent wrapped around him.

"I want you". He cried into yoongi's arms but still Yoongi didn't utter a single word. He never said anything and just held Jimin.

"Hyung say something please. Tell me you will mark me. Tell me you accept me. I'm feeling restless". He spoke out in yoongi's hold.

Hearing those words from Jimin made Yoongi feel all weird. Didn't Yoongi make it clear that he wanted Jimin?

Was he making him feel unwanted?

He didn't mean to...of course he didn't. In fact Yoongi felt Jimin deserved more than him. So much more than him.

He was craving for this moment the day he thought Jimin had left him and maybe even before that.

He wanted Jimin so much but the memories of what he had done kept invading his mind. Time and time again it was messing with Yoongi.

He kept questioning if he is deserving of such an angel, Jimin still forgave Yoongi even after everything that happened between them.

It only made sense that Yoongi questions whether he is deserving of his love or not. Deserving of his forgiveness.

"Jiminah...I'm sorry. Your Alpha is pathetic I'm so fucking sorry". Jimin listened to the voice of his alpha. After almost an hour of just hugging each other and not saying anything Yoongi had spoken.

Jimin embraced his voice and his warmth. Yet he didn't like the words that were coming out of his Alphas mouth.

"Don't say that alpha please don't". Jimin begged and Yoongi sobbed harder against the omega.

"I deserve it Jiminah, I can't be good for you. I'm not good enough for you. You mean so much to me and....look how I hurt you, I love you so much you are the only one in my life who loves me even after knowing how fucked up I am and instead of cherishing you I keep burdening you with my problems. I am sorry, I am so so sorry baby, you don't deserve me you deserve someone better, someone who will make you happ..."

Yoongi was cut short by Jimin saying "Will you let me go with someone else?"

When Yoongi pulled away and only looked at Jimin blankly Jimin continued "Answer me!!!Yoongi hyung, Will. You. Let. Me. Go?"