No, By Choice... - soulmate AU (Yoonmin, Vhope, NamJinKook)

I let the only sunshine in our lives leave us in the darkness.

Yoongi POV:
Telling Taehyung to take Eunjae into Jimin's room was one of the hardest decisions I have had to make yet at the same time I'm glad I made it.

Eunjae needed to feel Jimin in a more physical way and so did Taehyung with the way he was so distressed today.

I knew that eventually I'll have to break the news to Eunjae so what I intended to do was ease him into it.

First make him understand how amazing Jimin was, then let him explore his memories, introduce him to Minjun IF that works out and finally, break it to him that his Papa isn't here but he's got a new one.

Eunjae is a very understanding boy despite his age he's very witty and I'm sure that it will be easy to help him understand.

Taking a deep breath I walked back to my room. I hadn't stepped foot in Jimin's room for a while. I kept my mind preoccupied with other things so I didn't have to remember him. Alas, it all went to vein because whenever I wasn't busy Jimin was on my mind.

I looked down at my mate mark and cursed myself for not trusting my instincts.

That day I ruined so many lives.

I let the only sunshine in our lives leave us in the darkness.

IU is rotting in prison she was given a lifetime due to the manipulation she did. That fat old man also went with her but he didn't really get a life sentence.

Mrs Lee too stayed in prison for the numerous activities she got on with.

I'm happy Jimin's killers were in prison but I never felt like I gave Jimin's soul any peace.

So what if they were in prison? It wouldn't justify the fact that I took away his time with his child.

I blame myself all the time for Jimin's death but I knew deep down he wouldn't want that.

I kissed my mark lightly and whispered "Jiminah I miss you so much." The tears were constant at this point and I'm glad I had family around me to look after Eunjae because sometimes I wasn't in the right mind to.

I opened my wardrobe and took out a picture of Jimin that I always kept. It was when he was in his 8th month a couple of weeks before the incident.

He was sleeping on the couch in a very funny position with his hand resting on his stomach.

He had crumbs on his face from the snacks he was having and he looked adorable.

I remember kissing him on his lips and then taking this picture.

I held it close to my chest and cried as my body gave up and I fell to the floor.

My sobs were clearly very loud because Jungkook ran into the room.

"Hyung!" He shouted and quickly came to hug me.

I let him fiddle with me refusing to let the frame move away from me. I needed Jimin so much and he wasn't here.

It hurt so much.

When I was finally in Jungkook's arms he began to sooth me lightly. He played with my hair and whispered sweet nothings into my ear.

"It's okay Hyung I'm here". He mumbled.

The only word I could say was "Jimin". He understood immediately and he must have mind linked his mates because they both came running in with Hoseok quick on his feet.

The three alphas picked me up and got me into the bed. As soon as I was put down I moved into a foetus position.

Then I don't know when it happened I fell asleep with Jimin's frame still close to me.