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"Y/n, look," tony siad, as I turned towards him, looking over my sunglasses, Tony threw up the beach ball and then slapped it with his hand.

It flows through the air, then shakes peter straight in the face, "Oh shoot, sorry, sorry, parker!" Tony shouted while the other laughed.

I rolled my eyes, pushing my sunglasses back up.

I held back a little giggle as I held my hand over my mouth, "y/n, why do you wear so much black clothing? It's way too hot," natasha said, a she laid next to me.

Tony decided for all of us to have a day, but not a normal day. No, he wanted us to have a pool day.

I rolled my eyes, leaning back in the beach chairs that Tony installed in the pool area.

As the time went on and the sun got hotter, the boys seemed to get a brealeant idea, but they soon went through with.

As I was peacefully laying in my comfort in my beach chair, I suddenly felt a shadown over me, then a rush of cold ass water over me.

I heard laughter as I looked up to see Tony with a bucket, "tony, I would run," I say, glaring at him as I wiped the water out my face.

"Come on y/n, lighten up, injoy the sun while it's still out," Sam said, while playing catch with Bucky.

I rolled my eyes, "it will be out for tomorrow. It's not the end of the world, fuck wit," I say, leaning back in the chair then felt more cold water come over me.

"For fuck sake, fine you want me to injot this shitty water, fine!" I shouted, getting up and pulling my black jumper up woth my t-shirt leaving only my bikini top.

"There, happy," I say, rolling eyes while sitting back down still having their shocked gazes on me.

"Y/n, you're hot. You should show it off more often," tony said, smirking at me.

"I'm not a fuck boy like you tony I don't need that type of shit, there are toys for a reason," I say, show casing a small smirk.

"And there she lays smirking while sharing a big ass secret," Steve said, "language!" I shouted, giggling.

Seeing their eyes widened, "watch your language, there's children around," I say, while holding my hands over peters ears.

"Y/n, giggled, where's the real y/n, the stone cold one," Wanda said, while smiling injoyimg the smile that was displayed on my face.

Then I heard my favourite song, " Tell me, am I going crazy?
Tell me, have I lost my mind?
Am I just afraid of lovin'?
Or am I not the lovin' kind?," I mumbled while the others were occupied.

I closed my eyes, feeling the need to sing it.

"Kissin' in the moonlight
Movies on a late night, Gettin' old," I was on my element with this sing.

"I've been there, done that, supposed to be hot, but it's just cold," I felt a tap on my shoulder nudging me forward.

I leaned forward, feeling a body slide in between me and the chair, then pulling me to lay on them.

"Somebody wake up my heart
Light me up
Set fire to my soul, yeah
'Cause' I can't do it anymore," I sang softly, feeling another body lay with their head on my chest.

"Gimme that can't sleep, love
(Gimme that can't sleep)
I want that can't sleep, love
(Gimme that can't sleep)," I hear the person behind me singing as well.

"The kind I dream about all day
The kind that keeps me up all night
Gimme that can't sleep, love. " I nodded with a goofy as a smile on my while the person in front of me sang.

"Maybe I'm too picky, honey (Uh huh)
But I'm not in the world you're in (hah, hah, hah)
I'm not in it for the money, ooh
I'm your looking for the real thing," I sang, vibing with this music.

"Kissin' in the moonlight
Movies on a late night
Gettin' old, yeah,"the person being me finished it off as I opened my seeing natasha in front of me.

With Maria in front of her, then I turned to see Wanda sitting behind me.

"Hi," she said, smiling down at me, "Hey," I say, in a sleepy tone, I turned back around, feeling wanda wrap her arms around me.

Then, I'm feeling Nat take my wrist, wrapping my arms around her as she cuddles more into me.

I smiled for some odd reason, feeling a warth in my heart.

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I sighed, knowing this would be the last time, "I'm sorry we called you this early, but she wouldn't talk to anyone or let any of the nearses help her," Dr cho siad, while we walked closer one of the patients rooms.

I opened the door, seeing her swing around her Iv threatening to hurt anyone who came anywhere near her.

I sighed, "Everyone out," I say. They turned to me and then nodded while walking out. She turned to me.

"Hey," I say, softly taking my hands out my pockets, showing her thst I have nothing in my hands.

Then suddenly there was a soft knock to the door, I turned to see Nat wanda and Maria, how the hell did they find me?

"What- what are you lot doing here?" I say, in a panic as I look back at the little girl to see panic and fear flash over her eyes.

"Hey, look at me, not them," I say. She looked between me and them, "Sorry, we wanted to know if you were OK, you didn't come to dinner," Wanda said while frowning.

I sighed, "Sorry, I forgot to notify you," I say, rolling my eyes, getting the little girl to giggle.

I smiled, I moved over to the bed, sitting down while taking my jacket off.

"Come here," I whispered, lifting my arm, inviting her I to my hold.

She was hesitant but dropped the iv Pole running into my arms while climbing on tk the bed.

"It's ok? They just wanted to help you," I whispered, wrapping my arms around her.

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After that incounter, I have been ambushed with questions by the others, not from Nat wanda or Maria.

Until today, I was relaxing in my bed while thinking about what happened today, when I heard a knock on my door.

I looked over, frowning, "Come in?" I say, sitting up, the door opened, revelling Nat walking into the room, then wanda then Maria.

"Hey," Wanda said, commimg to sit next to me,  "hi," I say, then having Nat sit on the other side of me.

Maria comes up being me sitting down and leaning over on my shoulder.

"We wanted to ask you something, and you don't have to answer," Wanda said, taking my hand while Nat took the other.

"She's my neice, and she's got memory loss, her mum, my sister, and her was driving to one of her basketball lessons, and they got hit by a drunk driver crashed into them, killing my sister in the process," I say, feeling tears well in my eyes.

"Her head was hit pretty badly and ended up bleeding out, almost on the edge of death, but the doctors at that hospital saved her, I don't know why she remembers me, mabye because I look like my sister," I say, wiping away my tears.

Without saying anything, they all hugged me, "That's why I don't shoe emotion." I say, feeling them squeezing me slightly.

"The day they said she passed, I felt like my world came crashing down, but when I found out just a couple days ago that my neice was still alive, I was thrilled," I say, while trying to keep my emotions at bay.

"It's ok, let it out," Maria said, that's all it took before I was sobbing in their arms.

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