marvel woman

anxiety

I huffed and puffed as I ran down the halls towards the elevator, I sighed once I stood there as the doors closed.

I pressed the button to go down, I looked down at my watch, seeing that it was 4am, IN THE MORNING, I thought I set my alarm for later than that.

At least I'll be early, I smiled as I sorted out my hair while the doors opened, and looked in side the elevator seeing natasha and wanda, "Good morning," I say, as they smiled.

"Good morning, what floor?" Natasha asked, "ground floor please," I say.

She turned and pressed the g, I sighed and leaned my head back while closing my eyes.

"Why are you so dressed up?" Wanda asked, I opened my eyes and turned to her, "Oh um, I've got an interview," I say, smiling.

"Oh, well, good luck," she said. I nodded, "thank you," I say, smiling then turning to the doors as they opened.

"This is our stop," Nat said, smiling then, walking out with wanda, not too far behind.

"Bye," Wanda said, I waved, "bye," I say, as the doors slowly closed.

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What a fucking prick, I turned up early and this fucker tells me to wait out side and knowing my luck it was poring down with rain, then he declines my offer in explaining why I need the job.

Then he fucks off doing god knows what and comes back just to tell me thst I didn't get the job, even after I've walked 3 miles with a really expensive seit may i add and stood out I'm the rain just for him to say I don't have the job.

I was pissed, I smacked the elevator button, as soon as I heard the tind lost of people came put I huffed then walked in after they all left, "ah hello again how'd the interview go," I turned seeing Nat and wanda.

"A waist of my time and effort," I say, leaning up against the wall, "Oh, why's that?" Nat asked, I scoffed, "I walked 3 miles to that work place in an expensive siut no less," I say, turning to them.

"Then this asshole tells me to wait outside the building while it was raining," I say, thet both frowned, "then what?" Wanda asked, "then this mother fucking denied me time to speak my reasoning of needing the job, then guess what he does next," I say, they both looked intreged.

"What?" Natasha asked, as they both were now stood infront of me, "he walks of and leaves me in his office for an hour, AN HOUR, then come back and says you don't got the job," I say, now really pissed.

They were shocked, then i couldn't control my anger and just shouted, "Yeah, well, why don't you lay off the doughnuts, you homer Simpson looking asshole!" I sighed, turning and walking out the elevator.

I huffed, falling onto the sofa/couch looking down, then undoing my tie and throwing to the floor, I could feel tears well up in my eyes as I undid the two buttons of my button up shirt.

"Hey," I heard the soft voice of wanda, I turned to her, "Oh honey," she said, coming over and holding me in her arms.

I couldn't hold back my tears and just started sobbing, feeling wanda trace patterns on my arm.

After crying for a while, I wiped my tears away, still having wandas arm over my shoulders and her hand rubbing up and down my arm.

"I waisted so mutch money on this stupid siut," I say, leaning my head back, "and that interview was the first one I have ever done by myself, worhout anyone to catch me," I say, wiping my cheeks.

"Why's that hun?" She siad, frowning, as the door to the living room opened as Nat walked onto the room sitting where wanda was moving her to nats lap.

" When it gets too much, I have an anxiety attack, and if i had someone there with me i would hold there hand and talk when the interviewer talks to me" I say, feeling wanda wipe my other cheek.

"I thought I could be brave and do this by myself, but I ended up just having an anxiety attack on the way here," I say, started to tear up feeling my breathing stsrt to get faster.

"I just wanna be normal," I say, while sobbing my eyes out, trying to wipe them away, then fail as more tears fall.

"Hey, you are normal. Just because you have anxiety doesn't mean you're less normal than any other person," Nat said, putting her hand on mine.

"But that's what the man who was interviewing me siad, when he saw the panic in my eyes," I say, feeling more tears fall as I remember the interview.

"Hey, no, darling," Wanda said, getting off natashas lap and going back to holding me, "it's ok, let it out," she whispered, kissong the top of my head, rocking us, and somehow it worked.

My sobs turned into sniffles, "I'm sorry," I say, wanda frowns. "Why are you sorry," she asked, tucking some hair behind my ear.

"For disturbing you," I say.

She shook her head, wiping the last tear off my face, keeping her hands on my cheeks.

You're fine, you're not disturbing us where we're just coming up to watch some movies," natasha siad, as wanda smiled.

"Plus, this is getting us out of getting a lecture on not to be late by Steve," Wanda said, smiling as I giggled.

"Can I join you for the movies? Is that's OK with you?" I said, woth raised eyebrows, and eyes of hope.

"Sure," Nat said, I smiled, moving into wandas arms, I looked up, seeing them doing heavy eye contact.

"Ooo, who's gonna win?" I say, natasha frowned turning to me, "oh wanda wins, sorry you both were staring at each other so I thought you were doing a staring contest," I say, making her smile.

She leaned down, kissing my fourhead, "I'll be back younand wanda chose a movie, and don't watch it until I'm back," she said, smiling as she stood up.

Making her way toward the doors, "Nat, are we allowed to make
Snacks while you're gone!" I shouted, hearing wanda giggled.

"Yeah, as long as you save some for me!" She shouted back, i smiled, turning to wanda, " I have some Davison snacks in mind," I say, taking her hand and leading her towards the kitchen.

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"I'm home!" I smiled, grabbing wandas hand, dragging her to the door, where wanda ran to nat hugging her, nat smiled spining her around.

I smiled, then frowned, "Nat, are you bleeding?" I asked, nat put wanda down, looking down at her shirt, she didn't get a say before I walked away then came back with a clouth.

"You got it all over your face," I say, wiping her face, "ok, you are definitely having a shower before we even watch the movie," I say, smiling.

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"Wow, this looks amazing," nat siad, smiling, "thst was all y/n," Wanda siad, i smiled, "not all of it," I say, nudging wanda making her chuckle.

"You both did an amazing job," she said.

I squeelled then ran to the sofa/couch, getting under the blankets, turned to then with a frown, "you two going to stand there or are me watching a movie?" I say, as they laughed and walked over to me.

Wanda sat on my left, with nat her her left, as soon as they sat down, I put the blanket I had over their legs.

Handing them each a drink of their choice, of course.

they both smiled, I smiled back,"Right lets get this mobie started," nat siad, leaning back, feeling wanda pull me closer, I smiled, leaning Mt head on her shoulder.

Feeling nats arm that was over her shoulders, move I lifted my head, thinking I was laying on it.

Then smiled as she jently pulled my head down back on to wandas shoulder, now with nats hand on my head playing with my hair.

I lifted my legs, cuddling more into wanda. She smiled as I left her kiss the top of my head, I sighed.

Turningnand kissing nats hand then kissed wandas cheek.

"Thank you, both of you. Somehow, you both made my day," I say, feeling wanda squeeze my arm.

"You're welcome, darling," Wanda said, smiling down at me, "we would have done it in a heartbeat," Nat said, smiling, then turned back to the TV.

"Who'd you kill earlier?" I asked, feeling then both stiffen up and turn to me......