Diary Entry 18

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I'm so mad at myself rn bc I told y'all I'd update my books, AND I STILL HAVEN'T HAHDJSJFJJANFKFKDKSKSJFJSHDH

I'm so frustrated at myself for forgetting 😭😭

AND I HAVEN'T EVEN BEEN BUSY?!?!

LIKE WHATGHDHDJFJ

I'm sorry 😭🙏

Anyways

So, again, I'm really sorry for not updating, but I'm going to update my book right after this. Also, my oneshots book is probably going to go on hiatus for a bit, and I'll put it in there too, but I just don't have much inspiration for that book

Also, I have some ideas for a new book brewing in my head, so maybe a new book? No promises tho.

And, if I do write a new book, I'm not publishing it till it's completed, or semi-completed.

Ik I say that I'm going to update a lot, then I don't, I promise it's not on purpose, I literally forget.

Okay.

Enough of that.

I wanna be t/talk about something very important to me.

So, if you didn't know, somewhat recently (mostly after the 5-star comeback) Chan was wearing a beanie to hide his hair. When he finally was confident enough to show stays, they made fun of him. Yeah. They made 'bald Chan' jokes. It's so frustrating to me bc I love SKZ so much. Plus, the people saying these things, called themselves "STAYs" it was clearly affecting him, as he had talked about having problems with hair loss bc of stress. I feel so bad for him.
I think the situation has died down by now, but I wanted to talk about it bc it makes me so upset.

I love Chan :(

I'm sorry I made this into something serious, I just felt like talking Abt it

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I'm sorry I made this into something serious, I just felt like talking Abt it.

What are your thoughts?

Alright, next topic

I'm like, wide awake rn, bc I took a nap earlier, and now I feel like imma stay up till like 12 bc I feel so jittery 😭

THIS IS WHY I HATE DAY NAPS THEY MESS UP MY SLEEP SCHEDULE (as if it's not already messed up)

Anyways 🙄

I feel like an epic clown bc I just realized today that when my crush texts me I smile at my phone.
When it happened today, and I realized, I literally threw my phone. HSJFJSKFKAJHFKSKDKE.
🤡 < — literally me

Anyways (pt like 3)

I hope you guys enjoyed this entry.
Oh em gee! It's like, 2x the length of my other (recent) ones!

400+ words 😍

(extra picture for ya 🛐)

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(extra picture for ya 🛐)

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~Jaylen {Your sleep deprived author 👹}

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