tw// mentions of drinking and drugs for self medication. mentions of unaliving
sometimes everything starts feeling like it's too much
i start to fall when this happens
i want to drink myself into a drunken stupor and forget things
i want to be so high that i can't feel my emotions crashing around me
sometimes i wish someone would put me out of my misery
i wish i could scream or cry
throw the biggest fit
but there's small moments
where i feel at peace and i'm happy
it's like a light that explodes when it bursts into my dark moments
even though these moments are fleeting, they engulf the darkness
spreading a small warmth through my body
it's the only thing keeping me going
the light will always find me
no matter how bad the dark can get
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my inner thoughts
Poesíahi! i'm wednesday or Pluto! the stuff i will be posting is stuff i'm going through and editing. its stuff i posted on another account. i couldn't think of another title so. i appreciate everyone who reads this stuff and gives me input! after i'm don...
