Cupid's Admirer | Jilix

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"No, Felix...." Hyunjin started as he pulled the crying boy away from his shoulder. "Don't do that. Did you..." Felix nodded since he knew his friend was referring to the self harm. "It was for so many things I cant even control it at this point."

"What was the main reason yesterday?" Hyunjin gently asked as he took the boy to the sink to wash the younger boys blood off his face and to clean the cuts.

"Jisung kissed me" Hyunjin's head shot up from the water to look at the younger boy with a smile "that's amazing! Dont you like him?" The younger nodded "so why would you cut yourself because of that?" "Because I'm not good enough for him, hes literally the school ace while I cant do anything. He deserves to kiss someone better than me"

The blue haired boy spoke "is that why you cut? You dont think you're good enough for him?" The younger nodded "i know its stupid. He probably doesn't even like me back and the kiss probably meant nothing to him" he continued. "Lix, he wouldn't have kissed you if it meant nothing, Jisung isnt like that"

Hyunjin reassured "he might be like that towards me. I doubt he actually likes me as his friend" Felix said as Hyunjin grabbed a paper towel to start cleaning his face. "I know he likes being friends with you. He wouldn't have kissed you if he didnt."

Hyunjin reassured as he finished cleaning the younger boy's face, leaving a kiss on his forehead. "You're perfect. You have a beautiful smile that makes the people around you smile. Sure people want you to help them but they know you're a good person and would actually do it for them. They know you're an amazing person with a bubbly personality."

"You have someone loving you but you just dont realize it. It might not be right now but someone in the future is waiting for you to put a smile on their face, so keep going, you've gotten so far to just quit now."

The freckled boy nodded as he realized his friend was right "thank you" "no problem little one" "can I also tell you that I met up with San because I thought he could knock some sense into me for cutting for a stupid reason like the kiss."

"Kid, dont do that. I'll knock some sense into you just not that way, Jisung could also help you when you need it, dont be afraid to ask for help." Hyunjin reassured as he tucked his friend's blue hair behind his ear.

"Now, let's go back to class, we just left mid lesson or do you want to go to Kim's instead?" "I have to apologize to Jisung for being such a bitch to him so let's go to Kim's" the two left the bathroom and went to Mrs. Kim's classroom to do what they went in there for.