Cupid's Admirer | Jilix

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After they were done at the trampoline park, the two went to go buy their wants and needs from different stores as both of them held hands without even realizing.

Once they were done shopping, the two stayed there and looked at each other "umm, I want to ask you something" Jisung started. Felix smiled in a comforting manner that made the light brown haired boy have a small boost of confidence as he remembered the kind boy he was about to ask the question to. A kind, caring and loving boy.

"What is it?" The deep yet gentle voice made some of the nervousness go away, making the older take a deep breath. "Do you.... do you want to be my boyfriend? I've had feelings since two years ago when you started getting known as the school's cupid. Your kind personality and gestures have always stuck with me. You're so caring to people who ask you to get them together, it's so heartwarming."

"You're also very beautiful, your freckles add on to everything, they're so adorable. Your smile, freckles, and your eyes are so beautiful. You never fail to impress me by how pretty you are. Everytime you would walk into Mrs. Kim's class during first period, I would stare at you because of how drop dead fucking gorgeous you are."

The younger boy smiled at the confession before nodding at the question. "You'll be my boyfriend?!" Jisung asked again to make sure that's why he was nodding.

Felix nodded once more to the question before the two hugged. A sense of relief had flown through both boys' bodies, Jisung because he got his two year crush to finally be his boyfriend and Felix because he now knew the light brown haired boy didnt care so much about the things he was worried about.

The two then pulled away from the hug and pressed their pink pumps lips together, a small noise made after they pulled apart. The two both had smiles on their faces as they stared at each other before Felix spoke.

"Do you want to come over to my place? We can make some brownies as a celebration for finally being boyfriends?" Jisung shyly nodded at the question before the two started walking to the bus station to go home.

The two boys were now in Felix's room waiting for the brownies to be done baking. The two laid on the bed cuddling with each other while talking, occasionally giving each other kisses.

The two got up when they heard a small ding come from the kitchen, indicating the brownies were ready to be taken out of the oven.

After Jisung had left because of how late it was, Felix went to the bathrooms to throw up everything he had eaten that day. "Keep throwing up because you a lot of shit today" this was something he did after every small meal he had, trying to perfect himself for his now boyfriend.

He often starved himself and threw up the food he had just eaten because of his insecurities. He continued throwing up the food until he felt his stomach go empty, crying to himself afterwards.

How did Jisung like him when he was like this? The blue haired boy got up and rinsed his mouth out before going to get ready for bed.