Cupid's Admirer | Jilix

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"Felix, I'm not going to leave you, I love you too much to leave you. The scars arent ugly or disgusting, just something new and more to love about you. They're still part of you and I love it okay? You're not any different than before. I'm going to love you for longer than you think, nothing's going to stop that."

Jisung explained as he gently grabbed his boyfriend's jaw to softly kiss him on the lips. "You're so pretty" the older genuinely complimented with heart eyes and a smile as he used both hands to wipe the tears on the freckled filled cheeks the younger had.

"Why are you so nice to me? I don't deserve this kind of treatment" "yes you do. I'm so fucking lucky to finally have you as my boyfriend. I get to give you as many kisses as I want" the light brown haired boy said before pulling his boyfriend in for a kiss then kissing him all over his face.

"I get to cuddle you as much as I want" he spoke and grabbed the younger by the hips to place him on his lap and hug him. "Arent I too heavy? I'm squishing you, I'm sorry" Felix apologized as he pulled away from the hug and tried backing away from his boyfriend's lap but failed since the older male hugged him tighter.

"I dont care. I like this so much." Jisung admitted as he layed his head on Felix's chest. Felix stayed silent for a while before placing a hand on Jisung's head and letting out a sob. "What's wrong baby?" the light brown haired boy asked as he looked up, Felix's hand still on his head.

"I love you. I just don't understand why you love me even when I'm not good enough to be with you or to be loving you. I don't know why you don't think my scars and cuts are ugly when they are. I dont understand how you find me pretty"

"Love, you have freckles and they're adorable. They make me want to squeeze you to death. Theres so many things that make you pretty. Sure I dont like seeing you hurt yourself but your scars are part of your body and are just as beautiful as the rest of you."

"But Ji-" "no no love. Now, how old are the newer cuts?" "......" "they're from today?" Felix nodded as he looked down ashamed of himself "let's go clean them yeah? Or have you done that already?" Jisung asked.

"I..... I cleaned them already" the blue haired boy lied "okay then, how old are your other scars" "some... some are five years old. Well- those are the oldest...." the older nodded with a smile, proud his boyfriend was opening up to him, and held his hand out.

"Can I see them?" Felix looked at his boyfriend "they're ugly" "no they're not. Everything that's part of you is pretty" "but-" "there's no buts, please show me them" the blue haired boy rolled his sleeve up once again and pointed to the scars from five years ago when he was twelve.

Jisung frowned but gently grabbed the arm and pulled it closer to his lips. He kissed the the scars the younger pointed to and hugged the male on his lap afterwards.

"Thank you for continuing"