Cupid's Admirer | Jilix

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"No, Jisung doesnt have anything to do with them. I- I just- it's nothing. I'm fine. let's go watch a movie" Felix explained as he started shaking his leg.

"Felix, you're not okay. You're acting weird. Is your cousin back?" The younger boy shook his head "no! Even if he was, he- he wouldn't be near me because of how disgusted he is with me. Do you think Jisung is disgusted by me too? He must be. Theres no way he isn't. How do I stop being disgusting?"

"Felix this is what I mean by you're not okay. You're thinking Jisung's going to be like your cousin." Hyunjin explained "no I don't! Hyunjin I really don't want to talk about this anymore. Can we please just move on?" The blue haired boy practically begged as he was tapping his leg that he was shaking.

"Fine but you're going to a psychologist to talk to them about what's going on inside your head." The younger boy looked down at his leg instead of making eye contact with his friend, feeling a bit betrayed by the older male.

He didnt know why he felt betrayed by the taller but it was probably the fact that he had trusted the male enough to tell him whats going on inside his head just to be sent to a psychologist and the fact they had just kissed didnt help.

"I'm sorry. I wont bother you with things like this anymore. I'll try to afford one but please don't be mad at me if I can't get one. You know how much my family and I struggle with money. Now let's go watch a movie, I don't feel like talking for much longer." The freckled boy quietly spoke as he grabbed the remote off his night stand and turned on the TV to put some random movie on.

As the movie played, the shorter male was fidgeting with his fingers "Hyunjin's also getting annoyed of me isnt he? I'm constantly complaining about something so theres no way he isnt. He must think I'm crazy. Hes probably annoyed with me because I'm always telling him someone likes him. Just seeing my face is probably annoying."

"Felix!" The younger boy snapped back to reality when he heard his friend call him "oh, yeah?" "I've called your name six times already! What are you thinking about?" "O-oh, I'm sorry. I was um... thinking about Jisung... do you need something?"

Hyunjin sighed before running his hands through his hair "I was asking what you put on and what you want to eat." Felix played with his fingers as he responded "I put a um... a scary movie on and I dont want to eat anything.... I'm probably gaining weight."

The freckled boy whispered the last part. The taller male didnt hear the last part so he just nodded.