It was the last bell of the school day and every kid started making their way out of the school while Hyunjin was looking for Jisung. He was going to finally tell him about the kisses between him and Felix.
Hyunjin luckily didn't have to look around much since he found the light brown hair he was looking for "Jisung" he called out, making the boy he called for to turn around.
"I need to talk to you" "oh, sure. What is it?" "Its about me and Felix." Jisung furrowed his eyebrows and hoped that the two didnt get together behind his back. "So... um... we- we've been kissing a lot recently."
A small pain traveled through the boy's chest as he heard that "o-oh, you guys have?" The younger male calmly asked as he felt tears build up in his eyes.
"But we agreed that they mean nothing to us" "what makes it any better? You already kissed him while he was my boyfriend. I wouldnt have minded if you guys kissed before we got together but I care. You wouldn't have kissed if they meant nothing either way! Dont kiss him anymore if you really mean it! Stop kissing him if the kisses arent anything!"
"I want to know why you would do that if you knew he was my boyfriend! Why would he continue accepting them?! Why are you guys doing this?! Felix and you know I've crushed on him for two years already and yet you guys decide to do that?! Why do you guys do that to me? Why do you guys hate me? Do you guys like seeing me cry over this? Am I just something to play with to you guys? Why would you guys do that to me?"
Jisung began yelling but soon started lowering his voice to a quiet tone since he started crying. "I-" "please dont Hyunjin. I'm sorry for yelling. I shouldn't get so mad over a kiss, I'm sorry" "Jis-" "I have to go. I'll see you around. Have a good day"
The tears built up in his eyes imeadietly falling after he turned around. Was he good enough? Did he do something wrong? Was he not putting effort in the relationship? Many more similar thoughts ran through his mind as he walked out of school.
As soon as he got home, he immediately went to his room so his parents couldnt ask any questions, and cried against his door. The endless trail of tears on his face, continued. The feeling of betrayal and the feeling of sadness filled his body. Endless thoughts of his relationship and himself in general ran through his mind. All his thoughts summing up a question
Why was he so selfish and sensitive?
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Cupid's Admirer | Jilix
Diversos"You talking to anyone?" "Hyunjin you know no one likes me. I'm not good looking like you. I dont have anything good to me like you do" Felix replied to Hyunjin. Jisung had been admiring Felix from afar for around two years already even though the t...
