𝒜𝓁𝒶 𝑅𝒶𝓈𝒾

CH 12.

3 Months later

Its almost the end of my shift and I am starving, Serving the customer that has been calling me snarky comments for the past 10 minutes While cleaning up the bar area

"you have some nice tits love" god I wanna puke he's like in his mid 50's "they sit nice lemme touch em" seeing his hand come forward to touch my breasts I smack his hand away "God what the fuck is wrong with you? seriously Im 19 not 30 asshole!" He gives me the most ugliest smirk I've ever seen on a man "feisty arent ya baby" Mind you this is a 50 year old man, with a pick in his mouth, a cowboy hat and boots and a santa claus looking beard

I roll my eyes at him and finish up serving the rest of the customers that have walked in and then clocked out

"BYE ANTONIO!" I yell out "BYE V YOU'LL RECIEVE YOUR PAYCHECK TOMORROW" 

"Okay!" I leave the bar and get on my bike, yes I bought a motorcycle because why not? their hot 

Swinging my foot on each side of the bike I turn it on and drive away going past the speed limit, I would leave the bar to be honest but it pays hella good and I need it for rent 

Turning into my apartment complex I park my bike and cover it with a tarp putting a chain around  the tire and going upstairs "finally Im home.." walking in I see duke right in front of the door his tail wagging and his tongue out

"Hi duke..I missed you buddy" I pet and play with him for a bit then go to my room with duke following behind, grabbing my clothes and getting in the shower I got a dog after leaving the hospital because my anxiety got a bit bad so I got him to make me feel better

After washing the shampoo out my hair I scrub my body and detangle my hair then rinsing out the conditioner. sighing I look out the window seeing its pouring rain outside..

Laying on my bed I start to think, God why me? Am I the problem? Did he even fucking care about me? he hasn't called or texted since he left that day its like he's completely ghosted me..

I start to cry and my breathing starts to get heavy due to all the overthinking circling through my mind, trying to calm myself down I feel duke get on my bed and lay on me whining a bit "Oh duke..Im such a broken girl" I whisper out bursting into tears

"what did I do to deserve this? who's gonna love me? Im a mess" Hugging duke I continue crying feeling sweaty and my breathing picking up bit by bit

"Oh god..Not again" trying to calm my breathing down I reach at the bedside table and grab my pills swallowing dryly 

I look out the window trying to distract myself with the small taps of the rain hitting it repeatedly while petting duke and slowly falling into a deep sleep.

~~~~~

Damiano

"Why? why her? she did absolutely fucking nothing to you EVERY SINGLE WOMAN IM WITH YOU END UP KILLING THEM"

"THATS NOT TRUE" camila yells out sweat all over her neck

"Oh really? because you killed my one night stand from that Restaurant remember? same way we met?" she glares at me

"and what about that blue eyed blondie? the black haired grey eyed girl? OR THE FUCKING WOMAN IM DATING?" she flinches hard and I stare at her disappointment and anger flooding my veins

"Look, I still love you damiano-" 

"And I fucking don't I have another woman on my mind and she isn't you, she never will be, that woman was there for my daughter someone thats not even her own mother was there for my kid" I grabbed her by the neck and held tightly onto it