Dear Mitch,
Look, I know, I messed up really bad. I know, I should have never cheated, me and Alex are done. I really miss you. I cant sleep anymore. I cant eat, it hurts to look at Wyatt. But I still feed him, don't worry.
I cant stop thinking about you.
I know I sound pathetic, I am, I'm no man.
I know, I messed up. Everything around me makes me hurt. The rain never stops. Its tapping on the window is the only sound filling your room. I miss your laughter filling the room.
"NO!" I screamed. I crumpled the piece of paper and threw it. I curled up into a ball in the chair.
I heard a knock on the door and shot up running to it.
I swung it open to see the old lady that lives next door.
"H-hello Mrs.Jones."
"What's all the hollering for hun?" She reached a small fragile hand up and wiped the tears of my cheeks.
"Come on."
She grabbed my hand and pulled me out of my apartment. I pulled the door shut behind me and followed her to hers.
She opened her door pulling me and sat me on her couch.
"Tea?"
"Sure" I said, my voice small.
"So.." She said from her kitchen, "Whats wrong? You better not lie to me Scott! I've known you for, five and half years now."
"My boyfriend, I cheated on him. But he-"
"I don't care what this other guy did, unless he drugged you. Go ahead now. Tell me everything, from the beginning." She said sitting down and handing me a cup of tea.
"Well, Mitch was out with our friend Kirstie. I was home because I was jet lagged from traveling still. I was watching TV when Alex came in. He has the spare key, he takes care of our cat and watches the place while we are gone."
"He came in and sat down, we talked for a while. He eventually started asking about Mitch, and our relation ship. Then out of no where he leaned over and started kissing me. But I didn't pull away, instead I got myself into more trouble and kissed back." I finished.
"Ouch, you messed up, why do that to poor Mitchy?"
"I don't know, what should I do?"
"Well, go to where he is, tell him how much you know you messed up, with what you did, you may as well get on your knees and beg, if you really love him you will know what to say."
I smiled for the first time in two weeks.
"Thanks Martha, I owe you."
I stood up and went to leave but she said something.
"Next time you do *a hem* it, try not to be so loud. Thank you."
My whole face turned red as I was walking. I made a mental note and went to get dressed.
I put on black skinny jeans and my cloud sweatshirt, then threw on a snap back. I grabbed my phone and texted her, telling her my plan.
She agreed and I headed over to her house.
When I got to her front door I got really nervous but knocked anyway.
Kirstie opened the door and let me in.
"He has been a mess. He has not even eaten. You better apologize like no tomorrow."
Then she walked off to get Mitch.
When he walked out of the bedroom he saw me and turned right back around. But Kirstie shoved him and made him come and talk to me.
He stood in front of me looking down.
"What?" He asked silently.
"Mitch look, I know how bad I messed up, I will never talk to Alex, I have been ignoring him. Mitch I miss you so much, I cry every night when you're not here."
A few tear slid down my cheeks. I got down on my knees lacing my hand together.
"Mitch please, I'm so sorry, please forgive me. I-I love you."
He fell to his knees too. wrapping his arms around me.
"I-I f-forgive you. I l-love you too!" He cried into my chest.
I pulled him close to me, "I'll never do it again."
AN
AWE IM CRYING! Ok, that was sweet! Sorry for not updating on schedule. Oops.
Well please comment one shot ideas. LOVE YALL
-Ellie
