𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙰𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚕 𝙾𝚏 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙶𝚛𝚒𝚍

𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝙽𝚒𝚗𝚎

~𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚕𝚎𝚜~

One month ago Seb told us that he retires. One month ago I had to face the truth that a dear friend of mine and mentor like person won't be seen on the grid anymore. One month ago I found out that Y/N is Sebastian Vettel' little sister.

Since that day the both of them, plus Mick, are inseparable. It was hard for me to reach her as only Lewis stood guard but now... now I have three Dobermans trained on throat after me. I'm still so desperate to spend every free second with her but to my shyness and will to live on I stay away from her. She runs through the paddock, takes pictures and makes interviews like it depends on her life. She definitely does what she loves.

The weekend in Imola was wonderful. She was constantly in the garage and in my reach. We talked a lot, i even got the chance to talk to her alone again. I really enjoyed this six minutes before Xavi jumped in and dragged me away. I observed her, how she stood there with the big red headphones over her ears, watching Carlos do his calibration laps with full interest. She also cheered as he got out of the car. I asked Carlos and he said that it was the other way around as well. I just didn't got a cheered on, I got a photo. He says she even stepped up to the fence and took photos of me breezing past. I think she really loves this sport, just like me.

Now is Barcelona on the plan. I hoped the entire week that Y/N gets sent to us again because it's Carlos home race. My hopes got crashed into a barrier as I was on the way to the Media Conference. Fernando, who just came out of his conference, walked straight up to her and accompanied her and Esteban. The Frenchman and the German girl were in a deep conversation as the Spaniard walked up and threw an arm around her shoulders. Esteban picked up the camera Y/N had with her and took a photo of Fernando and her. As they started laughing at the picture my body started to erupt in jealousy. So, she will follow the other Spaniard around for the Spanisch Grand Prix... Why is Alonso still driving? He definitely should get back into retirement!

I mean if he wouldn't be here Y/N only would have one option to follow around in the week, which would be very much to my advantage. But instead of that I see her laughing and joking around with Alonso. I like him, he is nice, but definitely a big disruptive factor. I see how he explains a lot to her. I think I only see him talking when I see the both of them. From time to time she laughs heartily, which he joins most of the time. Is he really that funny? And I am I really jealous of a man that is 17 years older than her? 

When the both of them pass me I can only hear Spanish. God, she is so smart and talented. Every time her blue orbs meet mine a big smile spreads over my face. I can't even control it. Carlos always makes fun of me just because of that. I really should start to tell him what he looks like when Isa is around. God, this man is so fucking in love with his girlfriend. Ok, Carlos is in general a person full of love. Be it Isa, Piñón or Lando. I even think that Y/N has a big part in his heart.

"You coming?" Pierre asks me as I stop in front of the stairs, up to the Drivers Parade truck. I don't really want to go through all this interview stuff again. Waving to fans, yes, but having a camera in my face again, no. As my gaze wanders over the trailer, I can spot her. She is standing on the trailer. ON the trailer. My legs bring me up the stairs faster than it's possible. I nearly drip, which lets Pierre chuckle behind me. He nearly can't keep up with me. "Hey!" Y/N gasps and turns around. She jumps slightly, I think I scared her as well as the fact that I stand too close to her. To be exact under a meter away. God, i have to try and control my emotions.

But I just can't when I'm around her.

"Bonjour." She smiles, which lets me smile and take two steps back. I concentrate on her ocean blue orbs, which stare back at me. A big smile still playing on her lips, "How is it going for Carlos? I haven't found him until now." A short sting goes through my heart. Why does she ask about him? Is there nothing else she wants to talk about with me? Ok, Carlos is no competition. Yea, he looks fucking good but he is in a relationship and Y/N wouldn't try anything. Or? Yea, yea, what a stupid thought. She would never.