After getting the bedroom cleaned up of body odor, sweat, and the heat, Y/N and Loona were now a bit tired and they lied down in bed. Y/N straightened out the blanket and placed it over both him and Loona.
Y/N: Phew. I gotta say. That was the best fun I've ever had in ever.
Loona: I agree. I just hope that this isn't a dream.
Y/N pinched Loona's arm and she hissed in pain.
Loona: Ow.
Y/N: That real enough for you?
Loona: Yeah. That's good enough. Thanks, N/N.
Y/N: Sure. No problem.
Loona: ... Hey, N/N? Now that we're soulmates, what's gonna happen to us, now?
Y/N: I don't know. But, whatever happens, we're different than everyone in Hell. And that's good enough for us.
Loona: N/N... Having a soul... How does it feel?
Y/N: Well, it depends on who has it and who uses it. Having a soul means having a part of you intact. But, Loona... Having a soul... It also means that... You won't be able to become an assassin.
Loona: ...
Y/N: Are you sure you want to give your soul a chance? You won't be able to bring yourself to kill anybody.
Loona: ... I don't care. I'll think of something. I mean, I barely go out and kill people, anyway. But...
Y/N: Loona, it's alright. If you want to, we don't have to do this. You can still continue your-
Loona: No!
Y/N: ...
Loona: No. N/N, I... I need to talk to Blitzø about this in the morning.
Y/N: ... Loonie... Even with a soul, you can still continue to be yourself. Hey, nobody's forcing you to do this. This is your choice. If you need help, let me know.
Loona: It's not that. ... I'm... Nevermind. Look, give me some time to think about this. I'll let you know when I've come to a decision. But, N/N...
She then got up and walked over to her window and looked at the city.
Loona: This place... This Hell that we're living in... I-I feel like... I just don't belong here. I've tried to socialize with these guys, but all they do is tell me to fuck off and call me names and treat me like trash. ... Why is this the life that people choose to live?
Y/N: ... I don't know. I really wish I do, but I don't. Loona, if you really feel like you don't belong here, then you're different than everyone else.
Loona: But, what's Blitzø gonna think if he finds out about how I feel? N/N, this puts the company at risk! Our life's work! And now... It's all gonna go up in smoke all because of my outcasted behavior.
Y/N: Loonie... Look, I don't know what to do in this, but all I know is that... Every world has its end. And I know that's sad to think, but... We gotta live our lives to the fullest with what amount of time we have left. At least... That's what I figure.
Loona: ...
Y/N: Hell and Earth isn't so different. And so are demons and humans. They're flawed. They have emotions, but they determine how to use them. The demons may think that this is their true nature, but just because it was carved in stone to be like that doesn't mean its destiny. If there's a chance that anybody can be redeemed like you, Blitzø, Moxxie, and Millie, people just need to take it. Otherwise... What's the point of it being there if nobody's going to respond to it? Sometimes... We just need to reach out.
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HELLUVA BOSS: The Hybrid Lost In Hell (Loona x Male Hybrid Reader)
Fanfiction(Discontinued. Sorry😔.) For years, Y/N L/N has lived with his parents since birth and he hasn't left their side in a while. Throughout his life, he was able to get a job as a scholar and has enjoyed his life, living free and easy. Unfortunately, wh...
