Hailee Steinfeld Oneshots - Book 1.

Hailee Sees Your Cuts - TW Pt2

Previously:
They both knew the truth, rather too scared to admit it.

3rd person

Once both of them had finished eating and cleaned up, they sat back at the couch in the living room.

Yn put on a movie for both of them and Hailee just watched Yn with every movement, Yn could feel Hailee's eyes piercing her but she didn't dare look.

Hailee knew Yn was being ignorant, she didn't like when Hailee was always right, it would get on her nerves to the point they would argue.

But Hailee wasn't gonna let that happen, she would talk to Yn like a normal human being.

The movie began to play so Yn made herself comfy on the couch, while Hailee was trying to figure out how to bring it up.

"Did you lie to me?" Hailee asked, still looking at Yn

She turned her head to look at Hailee, the guilt in her eyes more than see through but, either way she still kept up her ruse.

"No baby.. w-why would you think that?" Yn said, clearly lying straight through her teeth

Hailee picked up the remote and turned off the TV.

"Hey I was watching tha-"

"Yn! Just.. tell me please" Hailee begged

Yn thought about it for a second, but no matter how many times Hailee said she could talk to her about stuff, she would still be stubborn.

"There's no-nothing to tell" Yn said, averting her eyes away from Hailee, she lied

Whenever Yn feels too guilty she can never look Hailee in the eyes, Hailee picked up on this through the years of them being together.

"Yn-" Hailee tried

"I'm gonna go get ready for bed" instead Yn cut her off

She got up and made her way upstairs, Hailee followed her, not wanting to go to bed without speaking about it.

They made there way to their bedroom, but Yn went straight to the bathroom and locked the door.

Hailee sighed and sat at her desk, where her computer was.

She was gonna look at some emails and wait for Yn to come out, Hailee didn't like going to bed mad at each other, well Yn mad at her.

Time Skip

Hailee was at her desk on her phone, scrolling through instagram, that was until she heard the door open.

Yn was wrapped in a towel, hair in a wet bun, a few water droplets on her shoulder and her hands behind her back, holding each other out of Hailee's view, it was clear she had a shower Hailee carefully watched Yn, more specifically her wrists.

Yn caught on, and she knew she couldn't get dressed without Hailee seeing her arms, she glanced back at Hailee and gave a small smile.

"Yn.. come here" Hailee said, she knew Yn felt a bit uncomfortable especially now she has brand new cuts

She made her way slowly over to Hailee, towel still around her waist and arms still around her back.

"Yes, my love" Yn said with a smile as she reached Hailee

".. I want you to know that I'm not mad at you okay?.. I know you relapsed and that's fine, all I want is for you to be honest with me.. is that too much to ask?" Hailee chuckled out the last part as an almost rhetorical question

Yn felt tears threatening, she never means to hurt Hailee, but it always happens cause of how stubborn she is.

she looked down not wanting to look Hailee in the eyes, Hailee stood up infront of Yn and placed her hands on Yn's arms, gently stroking her thumb across the soft skin.

"baby.. can I see them now?" Hailee questioned

Either way Yn knew she had let Hailee see them, only because she was always the one to clean them so she gave up fighting her.

She released her hands from each other and showed Hailee, she sighed at the site.

Hailee gently held Yn's wrists and brushed her thumb over the blood clotted cuts, she could tell they were deeper than usual so of course it would be more painful to clean them.

"I-I'm sorry" Yn stuttered out

Hailee just shook her head and made eye contact with Yn "You don't need to be sorry baby"

Without saying another word Hailee lead the way to their bathroom, still holding one of Yn's wrists, she knew it would be hard for Yn but all she could do was help and support her.

"Sit on the counter for me please" Hailee asked softly

Yn nodded in response and got up, she held out her wrists facing Hailee, and rested them on her lap, this was the routine they would do every time Yn relapsed.

Hailee got all the supplies she needed and began cleaning Yn cuts, she started with Yn's left arm which had the most cuts on.

She began cleaning with the antiseptic liquid with a cotton pad, this stung Yn and made her wince and slightly tug her wrist away from Hailee.

"I know baby.. it's okay" Hailee paused and lightly set a gentle kiss to Yn's wrists, before continuing

Once she was done she wrapped it in a bandage and repeated the movements from Yn's left arm to her right, again only a few whimpers and winces from Yn which Hailee soothed before she was done.

"Thank you" Yn said quietly, still sitting on the counter with her towel wrapped around her

Hailee made her way in between Yn's legs and cupped her face, staring deeply in her eyes.

"I will always. Always look after you my love.. I'm not mad at you okay?" Hailee said

"Are you sure?" Yn asked wearily

"Of course I'm not mad.. I- I just wish you would have told me from the start okay, let's go get ready for bed yeah?" Hailee said reassuringly

Yn smile and nodded, she hopped off of the counter and followed Hailee, Hailee helped her get dressed since she didn't want to do it on her own.

They both eventually got comfortable in their bed and drifted off into a peaceful slumber, holding each other, happy and content with the world.

Finally I did it.
I haven't been feeling motivated to do any writing so it may take some time. (Not proof read)