Hailee Steinfeld Oneshots - Book 1.

I Belong To Me

Hailee x Girl Reader - ^play song when italics show - italics

Summary: Hailee and Yn have been having a interesting type of relationship where Hailee is a bit too possessive so Yn makes a song on how she really feels, but luckily for Yn, Hailee could hear it.

3rd person:

"Hailee no" Yn sternly said as she continued putting away the clothes from the basket as Hailee followed her

"Baby please I'm horny" Hailee begged as she sat on the edge of the bed since Yn was standing up in front of her packing away clothes

"Then do it yourself" Yn said getting agitated that Hailee couldn't take no for an answer

This is what it has been like for the past two weeks, Hailee only coming to Yn when she wants sex and most of the time Yn is down for it but lately with the way Hailee has been acting, she hasn't been wanting to be near her.

It's gotten to the point where Yn has started leaving the house just to get some space from Hailee, the way she has been acting has been a bit unpredictable.

It's like her whole personality has changed from loving and kind to possessive and needy, when Yn tries to talk to Hailee about it she just gets mad about it and storms off so Yn has just been minding her own business, even though there really isn't that much to mind when you live with the person you are trying get space from.

Hailee stood up behind Yn, putting her hands either side of Yn's head pressed against the dresser "you belong to me baby, you are here for me to hold you and care for you.. and pleasure you" Hailee whispered in Yn's left ear sending shivers down her spine and causing her breath to hitch

Yn's words got stuck in her throat but she eventually was able to voice them out "Hailee I'm not in the mood tonight, maybe another time" Hailee could hear the pleading in Yn's voice but still thought nothing of it

"Mmm no baby I want you now" she rasped out as her right hand lifted off the dresser travelling down to Yn's pants, it was just something about it that made Yn feel really uncomfortable about this situation

She pushed herself away from Hailee leaving the basket on the floor, beside Hailee.

"HAILEE. I said no. What is going on with you lately, normally when I say no to sex you don't mind but for the past two weeks it's like you've completely changed. Can you not see how uncomfortable I am with this" Yn just let the words fly out of her mouth, finally being able to get the words off of her chest

Something tugged at Hailee's heart when Yn said she was uncomfortable with her, it was only then she realised how reckless she has been towards Yn.

"I-I didn't realise I'm sorry you know how much I love you" Hailee rushed out

But in this moment no matter what she said Yn still wouldn't belive her "Yeah whatever. Finish putting away the clothes.. get a comfy blanket you're sleeping on the couch" Yn said before walking out the room leaving no space for Hailee to comment.

She made her way downstairs to the studio and closed the door, locking it, leaving Hailee in her thoughts upstairs.

Yn made her way to her notebook and opened it, she turned to the page of her most recent finished song which has yet to be recorded, Yn figured since it's done she may aswell record it including the fact that it's for Hailee and how she feels about what has been going on with them two lately, it should be the voice of how she feels.

The song itself is called I Belong To Me, it's a song about her perspective on how Hailee has been acting.

Yn got everything set up in the booth and turned on the beat and just went with, whatever felt right in that moment.

I Belong To Me - Mabel

You were my saviour, you were my world
You were the big man and I was your girl
And when it all crumbled, I was sure I'd be lost
But I'd always known my way, I guess I forgot

So don't say that you love me or (Love me)
Tell me you care (You care)
Be there to hold me (To hold)
No, I don't need none of that, no
'Cause I belong to me before I ever belong to you

(Ooh) Why'd you keep calling
(Ooh) This morning, three times?
(Ooh) I shouldn't pick up
(Ooh) I guess I'm too nice
(Ooh) It's clear that you need me
(Ooh) More than I need you, oh
(Ooh) So why can't you see, baby?
(Ooh) I'm not yours to lose

So don't say that you love me or (Love me)
Tell me you care (You care)
Be there to hold me (To hold)
No, I don't need none of that, no
'Cause I belong to me before I ever belong to you

Oh, look at us now
I guess you don't know what got 'til it's lost
Girl, it's over
It's too late to come around, oh (And it's too late)
It's always way too hard to get through this
And now you wanna come on some new shit like, "Who this?"
Baby, that's some bullshit, yeah
I'm better off on my own
And you can do what you want, but you can't

Say that you love me or
Tell me you care
Be there to hold me
No, I don't need none of that
'Cause I belong to me before I ever belong to you, mmm
Yeah, I belong to me before I ever belong to you

By the end of the song, Yn had tears streaming down her face she obviously loves Hailee very much but at the same time, she can't help but wonder if Hailee loves her genuinely or is just using her.

Her thoughts were interrupted when she heard a quiet sniffle in the corner of the room, it was Hailee and she also had tears streaming down her face, she must've heard Yn singing and got in with the one spare key to the booth.

"Baby-" Hailee tried

"Don't. Please just.. don't" Yn begged, she already knew what Hailee was gonna say

"I need to.. you need to hear it even if you don't believe me, I still need to say it for myself"

Yn stepped out of the booth and back into the studio, standing just opposite Hailee.

"I'm so.. so sorry baby, I didn't know that's how you really felt words can't even describe how sorry I am, I regret everything I ever did to hurt you or make you feel uncomfortable or worry about your safety around me.. I really do love you and want to be with you and if I've lost your trust then I'll do everything in my power to get it back" This time something was different when Hailee spoke, Yn could hear how sincere she was being and realised she finally has her Hailee back

"It's okay Hailee.. I forgive you just please, please don't let it happen again cause I don't know if I can forgive you again for something like this" Yn begged as she stepped closer and closer to Hailee to signify her trust is still there for her

"I will change baby I promise.. just please don't leave me" Hailee begged

Once Yn was close enough she brought her arms up around the green eyed girls neck and pulled her in for a passionate kiss, and from this specific kiss she could tell everything was going to go back to normal.

They eventually pulled away and stared into each others eyes lovingly.

"I love you and I'm most definitely not leaving you" Yn assured Hailee

A smile made it's way on Hailee's face "I'm sorry and I love you too"

Yn knew they had some things to work on but they will figure out all of them obstacles together and fight their battles together.

This was rushed as I haven't posted in a while so there may be some mistakes, sorry if it's not as good - send me requests or comment some ideas you want to see - Delivered24hrs:)