Hailee Steinfeld Oneshots - Book 1.

Hailee Sees Your Cuts - TW

Hailee x Girl Reader

Summary:
Yn had been having a rough week so, she relieved it in the only way she knew how, but when she accidentally rolls up her sleeve and Hailee sees what will she say?

TW - Self-Harm

Yn's pov
I don't know how it happened, but it did.

I was now sitting on the bathroom floor of mine and Hailee's house, with my back against the door and tears rolling down my cheeks.

Everything this past week hasn't been good for me and the only way I know how to relieve it was.. cutting.

I opened the cupboard door, below the sink and took out a new razor from the packet in there, I closed cupboard and reached my arm up to lock the bathroom door just in case.

Hailee has been more busy with work and she texted me saying that, she isn't coming back until 7:00pm or later and right now it was 5:37pm, so I had time to do what I needed to do.

I lifted the blade to my left wrist, pressed it against my pale skin and dragged it across, watching the blood begin to erupt and drip.. I went too deep.

I knew I had gone too far but I couldn't stop myself, I made several other cuts on my wrists, 4 on my left wrist and 3 on my right.

The floor beneath my legs was covered in blood, I got up and so I took out a black towel and wiped up the blood on the floor.

We had grey wood floors and then white marble on the ground floor, so it was much easier to not be seen, unlike the white marble downstairs.

Once I seen everything was gone, I put the towel in the washing basket beside the shower door, I quickly made my way back to the sink, to clean up my cuts so Hailee didn't see them, aswell as my face since my eyes were puffy.

There was only one time she saw my cuts and made me go to therapy but she also came with me, so at the same time I felt kind of safe, knowing she was right there with me when I needed her.

I ran them under some warm water to clear out bacteria, so they didn't get infected and to stay it stung like a bitch would be an understatement.

Once I had enough of that torture, I dried my wrists with a towel and added some Savlon, so it doesn't get infected and then Vaseline so it doesn't dry out and hurt that much.

I didn't put band-aids on them this time because, I realised when they are off it heals quicker so I have less to worry about.

Normally it used to take about a whole month for the cuts to fade, but ever since I stopped bandaging them they've been healing quicker.

Once I put everything back where it was and cleansed the razor in some anti-bacterial rubbing alcohol, I put it back and exited the bathroom.

The clock on the wall of mine and Hailee's bedroom said 6:25pm, so she should be back in just over half an hour.

Since I've been doing nothing all day, I figured I should at least make something for me and Hailee to eat.

So I got one of Hailee's hoodies out of her cupboard and put it on, it was her grey HAIZ tour one.

When I was finally satisfied with how I looked, I made my way downstairs to start on dinner, knowing Hailee she probably had a long day and doesn't want to eat that much.

She always does this, every-time she overworks herself, it eventually gets to the point that she feels full off of working too much.

Don't get me wrong, I do love how passionate she is about her job and I love seeing her do what she does best, but I still can't help but sometimes think that she also needs time to herself.