sometimes I wonder if you wonder.
do you wonder what im thinking or how im feeling?
do you wonder why I have tears in my eyes?
do you wonder why im so quiet all the sudden?
my best guess is that you dont.
you dont seem like you wonder anything about me.
you seem to know every single detail, yet not wonder how I am doing.
the heartbreak that it brings my heart to know that youre probably out with someone else doing the same thing you did with me is taking over the love I once felt for you and filling it with despise.
I hate it, i hate you.
but I loved us and I loved you.
I still wonder if you notice the new scars you once said youd treat.
I still wonder if you urge to dry my tears.
even though you probably dont.
its still nice to wonder.
YOU ARE READING
So I write
PoetryWas a bit depresso in 2022-23,here is the aftermath:) TW: -mention of self harm -depression -mention of suicide
