Even though everything my ex did to me, I still tend to feel bad. She texted me saying she thinks I hate her and how I haven't responded to her question (she asked me out again but I don't know how to tell her I'm already dating someone). Even though she manipulated me and didn't give a shit when she found out about my self-harm. I still feel bad, she manipulated but I still feel like it's my fault and her happiness is my responsibility, I feel bad but she's made me uncomfortable and stuff like that but I still wanna make it better. But I can't bring myself to fully believe her, last time I believed her it turns out she was lying, I'm trying to make it better. I really am. But she used me and manipulated me. I can't do this, there's a lot of pressure on me to make things better for everyone I know, a lot of people trauma dump on me. I wanna make everyone happy but I can't. I can't do enough to make them happy.
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Vent/ rant book :3
Non-Fictionthe title (this book will contain mention of s/h and more serious topics like that) and uh my pookie wookie made the cover 😼‼️‼️
