Vent/ rant book :3

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I hate my life so much, i know so many people have it worse but i really cant do this anymore, my self harming has been getting worse, and i keep hurting everyone i know, i really should kill myself, everyone would be better without a worthless dumbass like me. I'm a horrible girlfriend, daughter, friend, neighbor, sister, and just a horrible person in general. I should really go back and attempt again, it's not like anyones gonna care anyways, my parents probably hate me. I mean they yell at me and make me feel bad for no reason. My friends tell me to kms and that kinda stuff, my ex wants me to die, my siblings think i'm annoying and weird, my partner probably lost interest in me. Everyone would be better if I just never existed. I wish I was never alive. I made everyone's life worse and I just messed everything up. I'm just a worthless fat crybaby who deserves to kill herself and it would be better if I was just never born.i never do anything good for anyone. I'm a stupid overthinker. I wanna die so badly, I'm just a crybaby. Anf i know in everyone's point of view i'm a shitty person, and i guess that'll never change. No matter how hard I try..