𝐒𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 || enhypen bxb

Polyamory? ↯

HEESEUNG's POV:

Chapter: polyamory?

As the moon cast an ethereal glow through my window, I found myself lost in a labyrinth of conflicting emotions. My heart pulled in two directions, torn between the magnetic connection I felt with Jay and the undeniable intrigue that Jungwon sparked within me. It was a confusing path to navigate, and I needed clarity.

With a determined furrow in my brow, I opened my laptop and began my search. I typed the words "complicated feelings" into the search bar, hoping to find some answers amidst the vastness of the internet.

As the search results filled the screen, a term caught my attention: "polyamorous." Curiosity ignited within me, and I delved deeper into the concept. Polyamory, I discovered, was the practice of having multiple romantic relationships simultaneously, with the knowledge and consent of all involved.

The more I read, the more it resonated with the complexities of my own desires. It was as if a veil had been lifted, and a newfound understanding washed over me. Perhaps this was the path that could bring harmony to my conflicting emotions.

I continued to explore, learning about the importance of open communication, trust, and honesty in polyamorous relationships. It emphasized the need for everyone involved to have their needs and boundaries respected, ensuring a healthy and fulfilling dynamic.

The more I delved into the topic, the more it felt like a revelation. Could this be the answer to the tangle of emotions I had been grappling with? Could I pursue connections with both Jay and Jungwon, honoring the depth of my feelings for each?

With newfound hope, I closed my laptop, the glow of the screen fading. I knew that I had to approach Jay and Jungwon with honesty and vulnerability. It was time to have a conversation that could redefine the boundaries of our relationships.

The next day, I sought out Jay and Jungwon, finding them in our usual meeting spot. My heart raced, nerves dancing beneath my skin, but I knew that I had to be true to myself and express what I had discovered.

"Guys, I need to talk to you about something," I said, my voice steady despite the tremor within.

"I've been grappling with my feelings for both of you, and I've come across something called polyamory."

Their brows furrowed with curiosity, their eyes fixed on me. I took a deep breath, my voice filled with sincerity.

"I want to explore the possibility of having a polyamorous relationship, if that's something you both are open to. I care about both of you deeply, and I believe we can navigate this together."

A sense of relief washed over me, knowing that they were open to this new chapter in our lives. We had embarked on an uncharted path, but we were in it together, ready to navigate the complexities and intricacies of polyamory.

JAY's POV:

Confusion swirled within me as Heeseung uttered the word "polyamory." The concept was foreign to me, challenging the traditional notions of love and relationships that I had grown up with. But as I gazed into Heeseung's earnest eyes, one thing became clear—I would go to great lengths to support him and nurture our connection.

"Heeseung," I said softly, my voice trembling slightly,

"I may not fully understand what polyamory means, but if it's something that allows us to be together and explore our feelings, then I'm willing to give it a chance."

A wave of relief washed over Heeseung's face, his eyes lighting up with gratitude.

"Jay, you've always been so understanding and supportive. I can't express how much it means to me."