A'zuria Foster is a black girl entering her senior year of highschool, the nerves are through the roof for her right now, she is officially entering adulthood and having to actually be independent. She was born on April 10th 2006, Miss Aries girl, her favorite food is pasta and her favorite snack is barbecue baked lays. She listens to all genres of music her only exception is folk music it's just something about it that rubs her brain the wrong way. She hates public speaking but enjoys talking.
Let's describe what she looks like, she's a light skin black girl, slim thick build, brown eyes, 4c hair that is one of her insecurities she has dyed fried and laid it to the side to make her feel better about it but none of it helped so she keeps it in braids or throws on a wig. She is working on her love for her hair but it is one of her demons. She has a wonderful friend group that consists of her and her 4 friends, Katelyn Mack, Amber Jones, Jess Miller and Kadi Longer.
They all became friends her junior year of high school and have been inseparable since, she has her one friend Katelyn Mack she is really close with that's like her sister from another mister. They live together during school since A'zuria mom works so much. Her and Katelyn talk to each other about any and everything. Katelyn and A'zuria have their late night talks where they can start talking at nine and don't finish talking until 2 AM. Katelyn is A'zuria's safe space, during those talks is when she can be her most unapologetic self and know she is in a judgement free zone, this is where her love for talking stems from. It is always the reason why her dream date is going to the park enjoying the sun and doing an activity and talking about life. Words are her weapon, you get on her bad side and she will end you with what she says it's not a good thing but she will hurt someone before they hurt her.
Her issues stem from her parents her mom is her best friend but also her worst enemy, her mom always says things to hurt A'zuria when she's mad at her and so A'zuria uses that as a defense mechanism, they have been in a physical fight once it kind of altered how A'zuria deals with her mom, she hated how she fought with her mom that was the one thing she wished would not happen so when it happened she cried the whole night and now she tells her mom exactly how she feels regardless of the outcome because she doesn't care anymore. She realizes she is about to be grown so there is no reason to fight it's better to just express her thoughts and emotions.
Her relationship with her dad is as existent as seeing an atom with a naked eye. Exactly. Her dad is like a pop the weasel game he pops into her life and then dips. He is the cause of her abandonment issues, commitment issues, lack of trust and why she can not form relationships with men. Media likes to glamorize daddy issues but it is a true problem that can cause anxiety disorder and panic disorder. It has an ugly side and it is rarely addressed. She also suffers from depression which has become common upon today's youth. She is working on that to further make herself better but she has her highs and lows another things that has occurred due to not having stable parents she tends to shut down when life does her wrong, she could be having a good day and then if something happens she goes into like a hibernation mode.
This is an issue because when she's in this mode nothing makes her want to talk not even her friends, she just wants to be left alone and in her own sadness or whatever mood she's in. She then thinks about everything from how her love life is failing to how she's failing in school and she stays that way until the next day. This is good thing because it then makes her not want to yell at anyone or say something she might regret but it eats her up inside and kills her spirit.
Her love life, that's a whole other thing, she has had about two talking stages if we want to call it that cause technically a talking stage is the idea of dating. She did not even have that for real, one wanted nothing to do with her for real and the other was leading her on. Both really fucked up her perspective on men and ruined her. She tries to act like they did not bother her but it genuinely did. She has had many noi crushes like a lot just to have something to keep her going they never work out her crushes end up wanting her friends which also ruins her, her friends are the loves of life so it doesn't ruin her view on them but it hurts so much because it makes her feel unwanted and knowing she is never the option. She wanted to have a date for her homecoming and prom but neither happened she went with her friends and then her friend Amber got asked to dance by a random guy and she was cheering her on but low key she was hurt and further proved her point. Her friend Kadi is just waiting but A'zuria can't do that, she knows she can't sit there and hope a guy wants her she has to act first, which could be the cause nothing last. She is ready to give up on love but something in her heart is telling her to keep going but her head is saying stop and leave it alone.
Maybe love can be for her right she is but right now she's just looking for her next crush to occupy her time.
