Their Sorry Alright

3.Im Sorry Childs

     I gathered some materials and put them in my backpack.It contained 2 knives,a gun and 6 yards of rope.I grabbed my shovel and started to roam the dark streets through alleyways.A mom and two children walked past...perfect!.
  Without hesitation i grabbed all three of them at once and hit them over the head with my shovel.Blood started to ooze out the cuts i made on their forehead's as i dragged them all to my house's basement.
   Your probably wondering "Hey your not going to kill those people right?"
  And my answer is Yes...Yes i am
"Oh you naive little bitch's,dont walk alone at night"
  I tied them to chairs in the middle of the basement floor and went down a ladder to another deeper cave underneath
  I started with putting methyl isocyanate, methallyl chloride, catechol, and o-nitrochlorobenzene in a vile then put it over the water boiler
      76 degree's Fahrenheit i boiled it at and now its even more poisonous than before.I mixed it in with the huge vad of water and started up the boiler underneath it.I also made some of the poisonous liquid on the side as well...for some fun
  I could hear the people above me start crying and man did i love the sound
"Im glad you guys woke up,have a nice nap?"
"WHAT DO YOU WANT WITH US"
"Your going to cure my satisfactory"
I took my knife out of its sheath on my belt,essentially waving it around as i walked back and forth.
"I want blood and i want tears"
"PLEASE WE DID NOTHING PLEASE"
I couldn't take the mothers pleas anymore.I smiled at the tears streaming down past her chin and onto her flannel.My grip tightened on my knife.
"Oh how badly i want blood"
Then i did the unforgivable
I
Stabbed
Her right in the
Heart
Blood soaked her clothes
Her blood soaked mine as well
I
Loved
It
The children looked no younger than 11 but not as old as 16.Their eyes showed fear,not only because i just killed their mother but also fear for their own selves.Me likey
"Im not a monster i mean you two are just kids"
"DONT TOUCH THEM PLEASE!"
  How is this bitch still alive.
"Ho-how are you still alive I stabbed you in the heart 3 minutes ago"
"I dont know physics of human beings i guess?"
I shrugged then grabbed the poison.I held it up to her lips,grabbing her chin and squeezing slightly to part her mouth open
"Your going to swallow this before you die mkay?"
She nodded her head and i put half of the liquid in her mouth.She swallowed and i did that to everybody in the room
"Ugh why is my vision blurry"
"Great its already working i guess its time for lunch as well but you three dont get any"
If i give them food it'll subside the poison symptoms therefore killing their intestines slower and i dont want that!.I go upstairs to my kitchen and make a pb & j with a coke.I have to say:it was pretty yummy.
"Welp time to slime"
  I dusted my hands off then went back down the stairs to the main room.There lays the mother,slumped in her chair lifeless.
"One down..i hope you children know im not going to stab you like i did your mother"
"Please Just let us go WE'RE JUST KIDS PLEASE!"
"Oh i know your just kids do i care though..No"
"Lotus theres no use,we're going to die"
"Yea the kids right lotus you are going to die"
  I walked over to the ladder and started to climb down.I heard their pleas and begs,i did nothing.I get what i want when it comes to blood,when it comes to murder and tormenting
"Here it comes boys,hopefully this satisfies my mind enough to not go insane"
The lever
It all comes down to this?
The lever
How does one kill two children?
The lever
It should be simple right?
The lever
My trembling hand hovers over this lever.
Do i pull it?
Do i not?
The!
  Lever!
I pulled it
I pulled it.
  The water splashed as i heard the screams of the children
"Im sorry childs"
I couldn't hear myself talk because of the screams.Im lucky i soundproofed my whole house.
  My thoughts of blood and death subsided,i can hear myself think.I laughed manically
"I can finally hear myself!Its been 13 long years of the taunting and now im free!"
  I cried out.
"Since age 10 i've been stuck in the depths of my left brain desperately trying to find just a centimeter of my right brain NO!I NEVER GOT THAT til now!IM FREE"
  I sobbed into my hands on the ground.My tears slipping through my fingers onto the cold cement flooring making a small drip sound.
Drip drop
How did i let myself become this?This monster that lives in a small cabin.
Drip drop
I deserve to die for everything i did
I kill people by boiling them alive
Drip drop
How do i live without any guilt?
Drip
How do i live without any regret?
Drop
How do i live without any shame?
  The realization hits me.I kill kids with no context why.I can't think of one good reason to kill innocent people
"Im sorry childs"
I got up and went over to the valve.I twisted it and the platform holding the tank,boiler,and the bodies slowly started descending
The bodies floated there with 3rd degree burns everywhere.Their skin was blistering and bleeding.
"Oh im a monster for what i did to everybody"
My hands hit the boiling hot glass before the platform closed beneath my feet.I slouched up the stairs with my feet dragging;weighing me down.
"What to do now"
I know i will not be going to heaven
I know i will not tell anybody
I know i am a bad person
I know im not to be
Forgiven