Their Sorry Alright

6.Im So So Sorry Wil

Tommy's pov:
I can't live like this.in a prison cell.i could care less about myself i want the fans to know im okay.I want Charlie to know im okay.i want Ranboo to know im okay.i want Phil to know im okay.
"Charlie?"
Wilburs calm voice plucked me out of my thoughts.i look to the door and see Charlie in an orange jumpsuit,just like Wilbur,just like me.The cop behind him wore a black and white mask,it reminded me of Ranboo.
"Whats up goopy gunkers"
"Wha-how are you in here?"
I had to ask.He had nothing to be in here for so why?.
"Something i did"
That didn't help but it must've been bad if he's in here with us..I stayed quiet as the other two conversed
"Wakey wakey!GET UP NOW!"
I went out of my cell and saw Phil and Ranboo dressed up as cops
"So what're you in here for Wilbur?"
"I shouldn't be in here"
"What're you in here for!"
"I SHOULDN'T BE IN HERE"
The officers dragged us out of our cells taking us to a main lobby-those officers look really familiar?.I decided not to dwell on it and ultimately decided that its just my brain playing tricks on me since i am just 19 and already in prison.
They lead us to the railings in front of our cells.
"So Charlie what did you do?"
"Oh you know serialll"
"What kind?"
"Fruit"
We were in this lounge room with one hand cuffed to the chair arm.The cops made us sit in a circle facing each other as they sat intertwined in our chair pattern.
"We'll do this one by one with the same question.What did you do to deserve prison?"
Nobody wanted to fess up.They probably already knew why Wilbur was in there but neither Charlie or I spoke.i was too ashamed of what i have done.All over nothing as well.
"Okay i see that now of you want to talk.How about a group activity here with my partners Mr.Watson and Mr.Beloved?"
"What're you going to do make us color?"
I let my emotions get the best of me.i felt like i was about to burst when the head cop actually answered me
"No.whatever you guys suggest we can make arrangements for it to happen.how does that sound?"
"Not to bad" i mumbled
I didn't know what i wanted to do so as i heard the cop listing off whats around here i intently listened.
"So we got tv,the garden which has an old swing set but it still works,we have boardgames as well as cards.or if you want to just to talk to one of my partners here for fun we can bring you back to your room for that"
He scanned the room looking for a facial expression that showed interest
They took us to the main lobby and immediately me and Charlie started doing weird shit
"Try and arrest me for this boys"
We were playing leap frog before they started to shout at us.Phil bonked me over the head with the baton
"Stop!now walk!"
I started walking to where his baton told me to go
"Stop!Now you"
I could hear Charlie now walking beside me
"Turn.more.turn JUST TURN TO FACE EACH OTHER!"
"Little kiss"
"Little kiss
Me and Charlie laughed a bit before hiding in a room with a random door
"Lobby"
I softly spoke.The cop nodded then sent his other two cops to talk to Wilbur and Charlie.He took me by the back forearm down the stairs and to the main lobby.He let go then just left me by myself.I had about two minutes of peace before we got called to the yard.
We were now in the yard because the cops says its required.Charlie gave me a bunch of toothbrushes so i slam dunked one into the basketball hoop
I was off near a gate just looking at the birds before Wilbur and Charlie came over to me
"We have something we want to show you Tom"
"Okay what is i-oahhh"
  I started coughing and fell to the ground after Charlie "punched" me.i had to hold back laughter.Wil and Charlie started to "kick" me
"Sorry warden didn't say,warden never said"
I just sat on the dead grass,picking at it with my shaking hands.
"Heya Tom.lovely morning for it yea?"
"Y-yea"
God dammit why did i have to stutter!
"Whats wrong Tommy.Whatever is bothering you you can tell me"
I huffed but scooched closer.he patted my head as i laid it my head on Wil's shoulder
"He was right.i was so careless that i could've hurt one of you.i was hostile"
"Sure you were hostile but everybody has their breaking point.Were you feeling any emotions you haven't before during that moment?"
I paused.I didn't think of that.i nodded weakly
Wilbur gave me advice.But it wasn't helpful.Phil and Ran then led us to our cells but i got left in the main lobby alone.I ran about just doing nothing
"What the fuck they just left me here alone?!" I laughed out
They stopped the camera's completely and we decided to take a lunch break which consisted of Tesco Meal deals before going back.we decided to switch it up so me and ranboo would be the prisoners.
I was in my room now.I was alone looking at the floor whilst scratching it with a rock to draw till an officer comes into my room
"Tom Simons you have be moved to solitary confinement by the warden"
"Wha-wait Soli-Why!"
I couldn't find my words to scream once they grabbed me by the arms and dragged me to this dark basement.Im stuck here for two days they told me.now i just needed to figure out why
Wilbur gave me his fake gun and told me to run so i "shot" him and threatened the others.I ran outside jumping past gates or more like knocking them over
Wilbur unlocked my cell with the cops keys.He gave me his gun and i hid it in my jumper as some guards led us to the main room.
"Tommy please you need to shoot me"
I must've heard that wrong.I cant
"Wha-Wil NO!"
"Yes Tommy you need to do it for both of us"
I looked him dead in the eye,shaking as tears already threatened to spill.my lip was quivering as i took the gun out of my pocket.My finger fumbled with the trigger before i turned to everyone
"Nobody gets in my way"
Their hands were up in the air as i turned back to Wilbur.I hugged him close as the nozzle rammed into his heart
"Tommy go back to Phil and Ranboo,they need you"
"But Wil i need you more than they need me."
"Tom you'll always be my best friend"
I took a long pause.I scooched closer and my hands gripped the rough orange fabric of his jumper.
"Im so so Sorry wil i love you so much brother"
"I lov-"
I shot him before he could finish.i couldn't hear him say those words back.the rings stayed in my ears as Wilburs body went limp in my arms.I slowly slid us to the ground as i cried.He told me to go to Phil and Ranboo because they need me so i shall do that for him.I dropped the gun and ran.i ran far away from the police station.I ran to Ranboo's house and impatiently knocked on the door.i need them to answer
Ranboo's pov:
I sobbed.for two days straight i sobbed underneath my blanket in my locked room,not daring to let anyone in
"Mate its me Phil its really important"
Phil?.i like Phil he understands.I let him in by throwing a shoe at the lock.i didn't dare to show my face as for it probably was red and ugly.
"Hey"
Someone's hand lifted the blanket.i know that very loud annoying but caring british voice like the back of my hand.Tommy.His smile peeked through his pale face and i couldn't help it.i jumped on him,wrapping my arms tightly around his waist and sobbing into his shoulder,not caring about the blood that somehow was on his orange jumpsuit
"Im so-sorry Tom i-i really am i-"
"Shhh its okay"
His loud voice got quiet and his touch softened as he proceeded to calm me down.
"I missed you so much"
"I missed you more Ran"

Tommy you need to wake up brother

ITS NOT REAL

Tom its been 4 months we all miss you

ITS JUST A DREAM

Mate its so quiet without you and i honestly dont know how to stop the crickets chirping

WAKE UP

Hey wife haver please come back to reality we all need you

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   I sprung up.I panted like a dog as i got up from my bed,stabilizing myself with the wall as my legs shook from beneath me.i caught a glimpse of the day
July 4th,2023
9:10pm
I figured that everybody is asleep since nobody was downstairs.i heard sobbing.on the roof.I carefully climbed up there not expecting Charlie and Wilbur there.Charlie was sobbing whilst looking at the fireworks above as Wilbur attempted to calm him down though he seemed to be crying himself
"Im sorry for worrying you guys"