Sadly, it's me again, and not in a good mood to say a HI. Lately, my evenings have been passing by sleeping or listening to KASPER'S RADIO. Summer vacation ended. MAY ended. School reopened. All these feel like the end of my teenage dreams.
chaos right !! I told that guy to stop texting me and pretend as if we never met nor did he know about me or mine everything out of a sudden coz I just wasn't feeling good about him that day. I knew he meant more funnily but that sounded like a creep to me and I just said though and hastily I removed him from all my social media handles and now I'm sad for the past few days and don't feel good about my decisions. I hurt him. He's already broken from his past relationship with the girl he loved and now I as his friend broke his heart. I can't believe I'm so rude and I broke him without even thinking twice. And now my tears won't mean anything in the rain. I'm not able to face straight up to him in school now. I don't know what to do now. Should I beg for his forgiveness? But I don't think that would be enough though :(((
I don't want to go to school fr. I don't wanna get messed up again. I don't wanna get involved with a guy again but I just can't believe in myself that I did that to him. I fucking did hurt him. I'M BAD SO FUCKING BAD.
The only place I can rant about is here and now maybe I'm at some peace. I had this thought lately of buying him icecream and saying sorry but I don't know how would he react.
that's the update for today and I think I'll be more excited to read my next entries. WELL I DON'T WANT THE NEXT ONE TO BE A SAD ENTRY THOUGH
LET'S JUST HOPE FOR A GOOD ONE. AT LEAST I DESERVE SOME HAPPINESS TOO.
~nabi,laying on bed coz of cramps at 22:05 pm
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A day In My life
Short StoryHi! This is my first time trying out something new. Previously I was used to writing diaries. So I came up with the idea to share it. I'm just writing it for fun.. check out if I post something good!! Thanks for reading !!!!!! 🙃
