Hi this is me again.
Nothing new to add in my life again. Summer vacation going on perhaps this will be my last summer vacation of school. Coz next year I'll be retiring from here. There's something I wanted to share. In my whole fucking 17 yrs school life i haven't even talked to a single guy in a school nor do i ever had a male friend. And ofc mamma was right for not talking to guys.
Lets get straight up to the point where i found a school guy on snapchat and now he considers me as his best friend which is nothing problematic right. But the chaos is yet to come. My friends and sisters denied him to be good guy and warned to stay away from him but the fact that we live in same area, same std, and who knows who is right or wrong.there has been a lot of rumors about him actually. Which he denied to be as an false allegations to against him but my friends literally had some guts to actually proof every allegations against him were to be true coz of his doings and behavior.
Super confused me, i was blank for a day what to do now. Like i can't end my friendship with him so sudden and it will be so obvious also what about if he was never wrong. And till date he hasn't done any wrong to me so do i deserve to end everything and pretend as if he never sent the snapchat request?!. Lets get to conclusions i got after 2-3 despressing days, to be good to him till he is good to me. mutuals.
This was my decision i opted at 17 yo. Ik if the older me will be reading this she would laugh and consider me as a pathetic. Ik i am tho.
(Note for my older self- give update on the guy next time you read this.)
Now the things are fine. I am fine with my conclusions. Okay the most concerning thing i forgot to mention that we're in same school same std. Ignoring him won't be good as i have to face him in school for 1 last year :) what a mess i am to get into am actual mess for that one guy who considers me as his best friend and i consider him as a friend coz my best friends slot are full for which he was offended for a bit haha. Ok enough update for today.
~Nabi signing off
3:32 am
24th may 2023
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