A day In My life

January 2024

Hi, I have a lot to share. My school life has come to an end, and all the gossip about teachers and classmates has ceased. The practice tests and pre-boards are over, and even the practicals are done. I am going to miss school and would love to relive those memories.

Here are some things from recent days that I wanted to write down.

19th Jan 2024- day of my physics practical. I had my phone with me at school. yes. someone said that the Physical Education teacher is checking, so make sure to hide whatever you have. I gave my phone to my friend, and all the girls in my class made a plan to hide their phones on the ventilator. One girl climbed up to hide the phones, but the whole stack was visible from the door. So, my friend climbed up again and gave everyone their phones back, except for mine. She had it with her when a teacher opened the door and caught her dusting off the ventilator. She kept my phone safe with her in her pajamas, which she wore inside the school. Later, I gave my phone to another friend, who I believe is more reliable. For the time being, she kept it safe. However, since she was leaving school early, I gave it to my only guy friend. He then asked for a password, which I definitely refused to tell. After my practical was over, he approached me to return my phone to me. later at the bus stand, he came up to me saying,

"do you know itna easy password nhi rkhna chahiye?"

At first, I was shocked, but then I thought he might be pranking me. I asked," ok then tell me what it is?" and he just typed it at the auto's surface. yes, it was my password and he guessed it right. I was too stunned to speak. my phone describes me. he was laughing at my easy password or my innocence and left me standing shocked. when I reached back home he texted, "I believe you. And I will never judge you. You get that?". after a lot of asking he said he went through my gallery and then my browser's search history where he got some relatable kinds of stuff he knew, yeah iykyk and that was it. yeah, I was embarrassed for never clearing my history and he saw it too, and told me to go for incognito mode. ok. Things are fine between us because we already had an open conversation about this topic.

20th Jan 2024- when i saw him at the school corridor watching me for the last time. standing together at the auto stand hoping that we will again meet here on 22nd but both of us knew this was our last meeting at stand. hmm i will miss him. 

21st Jan 2024- he sents me his photo in kurta which was my ultimately medicine for my neckpain and ache my heart had. He is handsome, cute. he called me at evening to meet. i was looking stunning in real. i dont mind the sweat which was making his look hot or the messy hair which he suits him well and his smile he wore that day. he was walking by my side and i was showing him look how my neck isnt moving and i have to hang the scarf around it to protect it and he just poked my cheek. lol. im flattered. he said "ek gaal ko touch nhi krna chahiye na?" then i looked at him and said, " aisa nhi aise krna hota hai--( showing him by making an attempt to hold his cheek)" but he holded mine first. ok i'm  flattered again. we walked again and i then dropped him off at backside of his house and returned home.

22nd Jan- i called him again at evening and he picked up in 1st trial. bravo. he companied from store to halfway down the cold winter street again.i like his presence tbh. whether he's talking or not just walking beside him makes me happy. well he has this thing of shyness he doesnt talk that much infront of me but yeah i initiate and somehow it goes well with him.

23rd Jan- he was upset as he wanted to meet me that day but i didnt go. MY FAULT. IM SORRY. He informed in already in noon still i didnt went.

26th jan- he gave me two kitkat. one saying "kat to kit, who make me lit", and another one says," kit to kat, who has my back". GOOD. CUTE. VERY NICE CHOICE.

We both have been lovey dovey lately idk how it went this far but yeah it is what it is. He gets jealous very easily and I donot miss any chances to make him jealous. Tbh i love to watch his reactions :) 

recently i had a dream of leaving the city, watching him from afar and by train shifted to a whole fucking new city,new air,new water everything was changed in just one day. And i realized that i wont be able to meet him, see him smiling infront of me again, and yeah i was crying at the rooftop of my hostel in my dream. i was in call with him shedding tears and saying," yaad aa rahi teri. laga nhi tha ek din aisa bhi aayega ki i wont be able to see you or meet in you person." *cries* and he says," aaunga na. mahine me 2 baar. roo nhi." 

LOL. and i told him about this dream :) THIS ONE THING IS TRUE THAT JITNA FACE TO FACE ME MAZA HAI UTNA SOCIAL MEDIA PR NHI. WATCHING HIS LIVE REACTIONS WHEN HE'S WITH ME HAS BECOMING NOW MY CURRENT OBESSION. IDK WHY BUT WHENEVER IM BORED I WATCH HIS PICTURES OR SAVED SNAPS. HE'S BEAUTIFUL. CUTE.