Louis's pov
i was doing some homework in harry's bed as he talked about barbie's and fun facts about them. i listen intently then he sighs laying down on the bed he puts one hand up to his chest and breathes in and out slowly.
i look over to him. "hazzie? you alright?" he nods but doesn't speak he keeps doing that then he stares up at the ceiling seeming to get lost in something
"i'm gonna die soon" he says and my heart stops for a moment that really makes me feel sad that's so bad why would that even happen
"no no no no you're not" i throw my book to the side and lay down next to him
"yes i will. i'm not getting any better mummy keeps lying to me but i can feel myself being not strong" i frown and my eyes start tearing up.
"no you are not dying you're alive and you'll live here with me and it's gonna be all good and- and when you get out i have this really cool spot we can go to it's a swing that's infront of a lake mummy let's me go there with my friends once you're okay we can go together! i promise!" i tell him and he looks to me
"i don't want you to cry when i'm gone please. i will always always love you. and i really hope you feel the same way towards me" i sob into his chest and he starts crying too
"i'll never forget you hazzie never never." i insist and he kisses my forehead we lay there sniffling and breathing then we fall asleep
mum wakes me up and tells me grandma is here to drive me home mummy has a late shift tonight so i can't stay the whole day i pack my things and before i leave hazzie i kiss his forehead and whisper "i love you." before walking out with mummy
once we get to the car i look up at mummy "please don't let hazzie die" i say and she frowns and kisses my head "i will try my very best boobear"
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i walk into the hospital eager to tell harry about my day i didn't get to go yesterday because mummy was too busy to actually be sure i'm safe anyways i walk into his room and it's empty. no nice lady no barbie's next to his bed. nothing is there he isn't there. i run to my mum who's talking with a patient but i don't care i run to her "mummy he's gone!"
"louis baby not now mummy is busy boobear" i shake my head and hug her leg "HAZZIE IS GONE!" i scream and she sighs bending down to me
"i understand you're upset baby can you please wait for me outside i need to work." i sniffle and nod walking to the outside and crying into my arms
she walks out and she kisses my head "baby don't cry it's okay! it's a good thing hes gone lovey! he doesn't feel any pain anymore he's healthy!" my mum smiles and i look at her absolutely baffled
"my hazzie is gone mummy that's not a good thing at all!" i cry into her chest and she sighs and rubs my back kissing my cheek and taking me to the staff room i can tell she's trying to put me to sleep by rocking me. maybe i'll dream of harry if i sleep..
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A/N i think this whole book is gonna be very short chapters and i apologize hope you enjoyed leave your comments and thoughts below
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