Harry's pov
"yeah so he came in and was like 'ashhh i fucked up again'" liam mimics a high pitched voice and i frown "and he was sleeping in ashton's bed cuddling him all fucking night we didn't get to do shit only one morning shower?! you've got to be fucking shitting me!" i sigh
"louis doesn't sound like that." i huff i can't believe i made him feel so awkward i need to figure out my own shit this isn't fair on him.
i walk back to my room hoping he's there but no he's not. just then i hear a hum outside my window something draws me to it then i open the door seeing a woman wearing a very short pencil skirt hells and a blazer look at me "can i help you?" she says turning around and looking at me.
oh you can do way more than just 'help'
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Louis's pov
"lou i'm sure he was just going through his own little battle coming out or coming to realize you're gay is not easy you know that!" niall reassures
"go back to your room and help him through it!" i sigh and nod "i'll go see what's going on."
"bye niall i'll update you love you!" i hang up our facetime and go to my room with him and i walk in on the most hideous sight harry's laying down with a girl ontop of him "fuck harry your cock is so fucking big!!" she screams and i gag mentally and walk out accidentally slamming the door behind me
that fucking dickhead just used me to- ugh!!
me.
ash baby can i come over. need 2 talk to u alone. ;)
ashy 😧
i'll get liam out cum over princess xxxxx
i smirk and make my way over to his room
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Harry's pov
as soon as the girl leaves i get a call from liam i pick up panting that girl really knocked the wind out of me "yeah?" i pant
"what were you working out?" liam says "sure yeah something like that." he sighs loudly
"well whatever louis is yet again cockblocking me and ash and it's annoying ash straight up told me to go do whatever cus louis needs him like fucking eye roll." i bite my cheek i feel so fucking bad that he has to go to that knob instead of me.
"yeah yeah it sucks." he scoffs
"you're a dick too ugh" he hangs up and i decide to take a quick nap.
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i wake up and it's nighttime louis is outside in the balcony i decide that it's finally time to talk about it i walk over to the balcony and rest on the door frame
"why'd you leave for so long?" he jumps a little
"you're awake." he says and i nod "i'm awake why did you leave me for so long?" i repeat then he turns to look at me and i see it. his neck has fucking hickeys
"who the fuck gave you that?" i ask jealousy lacing my voice
"ashton. why?" why?! you little sly tease
"why the fuck did ashton give you hickeys?!" i shout and he stands up.
"because we had sex! it's none of your fucking business why anyways!" he shouts back
"you let him fuck you?! really?! right after we kiss." i scoff this is unbelievable
he chuckles "oh yeah sorry i'm the one that had sex with a stranger right after the kiss sorry MY FUCKING BAD." he shouts oh shit how did he-
"yeah! i saw you right there 'oh harry your cock is so fucking huge'" he says in a high pitched voice then moans god it's sexy but not now.
"that made me realize that the kiss meant nothing to you! so i fucked ash! it doesn't matter if you can kiss and fuck so can fucking i" he says and i roll my eyes
"i am trying to figure my life out i'm questioning wether i'm straight or gay or bi or whatever the fuck else! it was simply an experiment!" he scoffs "yeah?! so the kiss was an experiment and the fuck was an experiment! why does it matter that i fucked ash!" he shouts and i roll my eyes
"Because you are mine. he has no fucking right to touch you in those ways he has no right to mark you up. you're mine Louis." is what i wanted to say but no. not what i said.
"im sorry. im sorry im just going through a lot right now. i apologize for taking it out on you." well i didn't lie
he walks over to me and holds my face. "it's gonna be okay i knkw it all seems up in the air and all confusing baby but it's going to be okay. just ease yourself into it don't rush to fit yourself in a box okay?" he kisses my cheek
"let's cuddle and watch some random ass show hm?" he takes my hand and leads me to the bed. lou babe i don't know my sexuality. but i know i'm inlove with you.
he gets into bed and pulls me down with him taking me in his arm i'm much taller than him but he makes it work. he plays with my hair and holds me gently.
"i think me and ash are gonna become a thing now" he says and i frown wait what no
"why do you think that?" he chuckles "i mean we had sex that's like- huge h" i shrug
"i don't know love. some people don't really think of sex like it's something wow so intimate." i say and he frowns "yeah but ash isn't like that. or at least i hope" he chuckles and i nod resting into him. i love the feeling he gives me. i don't ever wanna lose that.
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A/N hope you enjoyed sorry for the back and fourth with the povs hope you enjoyedddd
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