Louis's pov
it's been a few weeks since paris. me and harry have not spoken of the kiss since it happened and if that's what he wants to do then so be it it's his journey i'm letting him figure it out.
my mums birthday is coming up and i have to go over to doncaster to celebrate with her and shit. but of course i've got two children i have to care for.
"lou please i can't live without you." harry says giving me puppy dog eyes as i pack "yeah who's gonna help me through my hangovers!" niall agrees and i roll my eyes
"guys seriously my mums birthday is important you know how much i love that woman i can't not go." i reason but they're not listening "you can face time her! ill do it with you." harry says and i shake my head booping his nose
"i'll be back before you know it." i kiss his cheek and he shakes his head "well if you're not staying can i come with?" he asks and i nod "sure i'll ask mum." i pull out my phone and text my mum before i hear niall whine "unfair!" harry sticks his tongue out at him fucking children.
me
hey mummm i'm on my way to donny my friend wants to tag along. can he?
mum :)
yeah of course! everyone's welcome sweetie is it the blondie? if so prepare him for the girls they're gonna eat him up 😆😆
me
no mum but the girls will eat him up for sure!
mum :)
bring him along anyways be safe boobear i love you 😘
me
i love you too mum
i look to harry who looks so eager like a little puppy waiting for a treat "sooo?" he asks and i nod "pack your bag" niall groans "unfair!" i kiss his cheek as harry runs out the dorm "i'll take you next time my love." me and niall play a quick game of fifa then harry runs in with a duffle bag.
"we're staying for 2 days h." he nods "i know!" i chuckle and kiss niall's cheek. "stay safe wear condoms!" i walk out and harry giggles excitedly!
"i'm so excited to meet the woman who created you that's so like- wow!!" i giggle he's had too much coffee today
we get to the train and he sits beside me looking out the window like a little kid "have you ever been to doncaster?" i ask and he shakes his head "not that i remember mum said i was there when i was younger but we moved to Holmes chapel before i could remember anything"
i nod and eventually his excitement dies down and he falls asleep on my shoulder i kiss his head and listen to some music on the way
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we arrive at my mums house and harry knocks excitedly before my little sister opens the door "LOUUU" she jumps on me and i pick her up with ease. i'm used to it walking her inside "h take our bags upstairs please? first door to the right." he nods and i greet all my other sisters and my mum kisses my cheek
"hey boo how are you?" she asks kindly as she kisses my cheek "i'm all good mum how are you?" i ask back and she chuckles "im alright babe as good as 43 could get." she giggles "where's your friend?"
"upstairs he's-" harry suddenly says "louuu.. im in a situation right now!" i frown and walk upstairs to find lottie my second oldest sister pushing harry up against a wall i roll my eyes and push her off him "he's 18 and off the market." i say and she rolls her eyes "GOD why do you have such hot friends." she storms off and i roll my eyes "sorry babe you okay?" i ask him and he nods "i guess? can i please say hi to your mum?" i nod and take his hand walking downstairs
"mum this is-" i start but get cut off. "harry." mum says and i frown "yes how did you-"
"how are you sweet boy? see i knew you two would find each other always knew." she says and i frown
"wait what?" she frowns and tilts her head as i look to harry he's just as confused as i am
"you don't remember? you two were best buds!" i look to harry and frown what the fuck.
she sighs and walks away. "here i'll show ya!" she walks upstairs and me and harry just share confused glances before she comes back and hands me a photo harry scoots closer to look at it.
my jaw drops. "mum this is at the hospital my friend harry at the hospital died. he is not the dead harry-" she frowns "who said he died?"
"mum. i came into the room and he wasn't there he was gone he died!" i shout slightly frustrated and harry gasps "loulou." he looks to me i'm now crying tears running down my face and i look to her
"HE DIED MUM TELL ME HE DIED." she shakes her head "baby he had a surgery and got the okay to go home i don't know what to tell you i'm sorry i thought you knew." i sniffle and look to her
"i need a moment to think." i walk upstairs and harry follows me "louis-"
"no harry leave me alone." i walk to my room and attempt to slam the door only for harry to stop it.
"why's it a bad thing i'm alive?" he asks and i look to him "I SPENT MY ENTIER CHILDHOOD BLAMING MYSELF GRIEVING OVER A GUY WHOS ALIVE?!" i shout and he pulls me in for a hug
"i'm sorry. i understand it may be difficult but- but it's a good thing. you get to be with me more and i-i get to be with you louis it's a win win." i cry into his chest.
"i'm so fucking glad you're alive" i cry harder and harder and he lays down pulling me with him cuddling me until i cry myself to sleep in his arms. his arms my hazzie's arms.
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"boo..boo it's time for dinner" haz shakes me awake and i shake my head "don't wanna." he shakes his head.
"cmon dinner." he says sternly and i pull him down for a kiss. what came over me. i have no fucking clue but i knew that now that i have him there is no way that i'm letting him go.
he kisses back and blushes as he pulls away he's so beautiful. "erm okay. appreciate the gesture. please go down for dinner?" he kisses my lips again. "please?" i nod
"okay." i take his hand as we walk downstairs we have a normal dinner like nothing happened like you know it's like the reason i've spent my entire childhood afraid to make a new friend is actually a lie or anything no no don't be ridiculous.
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"this is it. the infamous swing." i say and he giggles excitedly running to it and sitting on it. "push me!" i smile softly and push him hearing his giggles filled me with pure joy. i promised myself i'd never come back here. promised myself that the only way i'd be back here is if harry was with me as ghosts. but here we are. not ghosts. my harry. my boy.
"okay stop i need to talk to you." he says seriously now. and i stop him.
"sit next to me" i nod and sit next to him on the swing. "i remembered you. when i saw that photo i remembered the barbies. the feeling of home. i remember the feeling i had with you. the one that was like no other feeling i've had before. i loved you. so much. i begged my mum to let me stay so i can say goodbye she was too happy that i was finally okay to stay in that hospital. i cried the whole way home hugging my barbies tight i always thought about how i would feel if i met you and know i know it wasn't just friend ship i was feeling at the fine age of 4 i was inlove. inlove with you it's crazy to finally admit it but i am inlove. in love with a guy not just any guy you." he looks to me "i'm inlove with you." i blush and feel my heart burst as i kiss him passionately.
"if you can't tell that means i love you back." he giggles and nods "boyfriends?" oh god yes please yes.
"always." he kisses me again and we sit there making out for a solid i wasnt counting before mum called us to come home. the first night of us being boyfriends. we didn't fuck or anything just cuddled and talked about the shit we got up to as kids. home home home home.
the end.
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