Depressed Sun Wukong (Lmk)

Chapter 6

Wukong woke up feeling a bit better but still had this ache in his heart. It made his morning start off terrible.

Wukong noticed that he wasn't in his room but in a different room. Wukong smelled noodles coming from outside his door and realized.. he's in Pigsy's noodles.

Wukong got up as fast as he could but then he fell down. "Ow-" "your finally awake." A voice was heard behind Wukong. Wukong jumped and looked around for the voice.

"H-hey! Whose there?!" Wukong yelled out. Macaque fell out of the shadows and chuckled. "Ah, your so oblivious, you know that?" Macaque said.

"Oh, it's you. What do you want and WHY AM I HERE?!" Wukong yelled out trailing his hands everywhere.

"Your sister brought you here." Macaque said as he kneeled down to Wukong's height. "Argh.. great. Where did she go?" Wukong asked as his ears perked up. "She said she will be attending some business." Macaque said as he closed the door.

"W-wha- uhm.. I need to go Macaque. Can you move..?" Wukong asked nervously. Macaque turned around and pushed Wukong onto the bed.

"Speak."

"W-what..?"

"You were all tired, you haven't talked to us and heck you have to be taken care of like a big baby??" Macaques said harshly, he was pissed.

"I-I'm sorry.."

"No. Your not. You just want people to worry so much about you, don't you?"

"Macaque-"

"You are just a attention seeker." Macaque finished as he crossed his arms and snarled at Wukong.

"I can't believe we took you in." Macaque said as he walked away and closing the door shut.

Wukong stood there not doing anything. Wukong felt his chest hurt. "It's time to leave Wukong." Lbd said with an actual genuine tone.

Wukong didn't say anything and opened the window of the room, he then summoned his cloud and zoomed back home.

(Wukong)

This was a mistake. Telling my sister about my feelings was a mistake. Staying there for the night was a mistake. Everything was a mistake. Fucking hate my life.

I wish I never had this personality. I wish I never did this to them. I wish I never betrayed them. I wish I wasn't even made. All my life, all I've done was just mess things up and make terrible mistakes.

I hate this. I should disappear. I want to disappear.

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I finally got to the cabin and dropped myself onto my bed and curled up. I started to think about what Macaque said earlier. Maybe he's right, maybe I am an attention seeker?

The more I thought about it the more I dug my nails into my arms. I began to slowly scratch myself leaving a scar. I cried and cried. I'm so over myself. "Wukong please stop." Lbd said.

I didn't listen. I kept doing it and the more I did it the more I wanted more. I need more. I don't deserve this body. I deserve pain and torture. More torture.

I don't deserve to be paid attention. I don't deserve the credits. I deserve to be dead.

"Wukong."

"I'm so tired... tired, tired, tired...." Wukong said with a gasping voice. He cried so hard that he couldn't speak correctly. "Wukong.." Lbd said as she felt so bad for him.

"All my life, I've been abused by my master, killed my best friend and I abandoned him. I'm so done with everything. I'm just a person who messes up everything. I'm. Mistake." Wukong said as he cried so hard.