How I lost Him[BLEEDING HEART]

Chapter Seventeen - Alone

Rachel POV
Two weeks has passed since the incident I got discharged from the hospital but I have no where to go I couldn't access all my banks it was then I realized Andy was really serious about making my life miserable about cutting me off on all sides including my own money how could he be this heartless I thought to myself. I had been sleeping in an uncompleted building it's nothing am not used to besides Andy and I used to sleep in all this places when we were broke, everyday I would go home to talk to Andy but the gate won't open for me i was continuously declined besides I already signed the divorce papers he simply wanted nothing to do with me.

Today once again Rachel went she stood in front of the gate but yet again she was declined. Chef Basil walked closely to Andy who was looking haggard as if he was being tormented with dark circles under his eyes.
"Sir your wife is outside
"Who? Andy glared at him in anger while Chef Basil gulped realizing his mistake
"I mean madam Rachel
"Don't mention that name didn't I warn you?
"Sir am sorry but I know she hurt you but leaving her homeless without any care guidance isn't that to wicked especially in her condition
"Basil? He called out in a cold tone, do you want to be homeless like her or not?
"No sir I don't want to
"Then shut up or you will
"Sir she has been standing there pleading and crying at the gate since morning should we decline her again? I am in no position to boot in but sir I have served you and madam also your f.....
"Shut up you old man, he roared out cutting him shut. I don't want to hear anything about that bastard or bitch ever again I don't need anyone if you truly know your position and love your job get out get out. He bowed and walked out.

Rachel POV
I was so bitter once again I tried reaching out to him but no avail I tried reachable out to Jennifer and Roland but no avail I decided my only hope was Jesse, so here I am standing outside his house beside his door decided if I should go for it or not.

Jesse POV
I and my girlfriend Stella were eating when we heard the door bell, we stared at each other confused wandering who it could be cause we both know we weren't having anyone over so we both stood up to check who it could be and to our surprise it was Rachel to be honest I know am angry with her but she looks so bad like someone who haven't eaten for months with those parched lips and dead eyes especially that bad smell radiating from her even though am already feeling guilty for what am about to do to her but I pushed it aside cause I knew the reason why she was here she obviously has no where to stay Roland told me she tried reaching out to him but he ignored her calls and Andy warned all of us not to help her I felt guilty especially with her condition but she chose her part so she must follow and take the consequences besides no cheater or a betrayer to anyone close to me is my friend or family and that's exactly what she did.
"What do you want ? I asked aggressively anger written all of my face
"What's the anger for? Huh what's wrong ? She asked in a weak tone
"Please Rachel leave" I warned her trying to avoid anymore conversations
"We already know what you did to Andy , Jesse told me so please leave
"Stella please listen to me all this is a misunderstanding, please help me out I have no where to go" she pleaded why crying , Jesse I thought we were both close Stella I thought we were friends help a friend in need please
"Rachel , I and Jesse know we were both close but I just can't , I would let you both speak I would go inside now
Stella left us both Rachel tried going after her I stood in front of the door blocking her from coming in our house.
"Please Jesse I beg you
"Rachel why don't you ask others huh? I could have helped you even if it's not for you but cause of your condition but the thing is I can't
"But why?
"Must there be a reason?" I roared out in frustration I could sue the fear and shock in her eyes as she shifted back a little shielding her big baby bump. "It's because of what you did to Andy and you know I was once a play boy and now I have a really serious relationship with Stella because I love her and you staying here with your bad news and life styles she might suspect or I might loose her she's special to me I need to keep her please Rachel
"I understand Jesse
"Thank you for understanding
"I would go now " she said in tears as she walked away slowly.
I immediately go in shut the door and sat down on the cold floor with my back resting on the door and my head hung low as tears poured out of my eyes my heart beat increasing massively, regret washing over me thus was the greatest guilt and regret I have ever had in my entire life it's like I did I very bad thing to someone in need especially in her condition like what if it was Stella how would I have feel and then we were close I know she felt ashamed , alone and is so hurt I feel it I feel like a bad person doing this to her.
Stella saw me on the floor and quickly rushed to me she hugged me and immediately she said "don't feel bad you gonna be okay" only that alone made me broke down the more a cried and became a mess.

Rachel POV
I came out from the elevator i sat down on the cold floor i stared at my reflection coming from the glass door I felt so ugly I was so skinny just like how (Bella swan in Twilight looked like when her vampire baby was drying her up) and then the horrible smell from my body I can't believe I was pregnant who knows how my child is I heard that when ever a mother is sad the child in the womb is sad too I wonder if my child is doing okay or alive cause since I haven't felt him move and then my body is shaking massively from hunger and my head is pounding from all the thinking and stress mostly from all that's been going on and then this meeting I just had with Jesse, I didn't even care about the people who were passing and whispering to themselves why staring at me some in pity , some in disgust while some thought I was mad or I have gone crazy.

I guess what they say is true that saying that says [its at your hardest times , your lowest times and the time of your needs you will know who care and love you and who will be with you at the beginning and the end even if the road is hard or rough]

So here I am accepting my fate knowing that I have no one but myself and my baby that's if he is still alive.

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