CHAPTER 23
Shehnaaz's POV
I spread my limbs, stretching my muscles as sunlight fell on me, disturbing my sleep. I opened my eyes to meet with a grey ceiling.
Grey ceiling?? Last I remember I had white ceiling!
Did I got kidnapped!!!?
I sat straight and looked around myself in horror but relaxed the moment I saw the pain in my ass, sleeping by my side peacefully, with his back facing me.
You just got married yesterday, dumbass.
Yeah. Right.
Fuck! I GOT MARRIED!!!!
I groaned in frustration as the feeling of emptiness filled inside me. Closing my eyes I rested my face on my hands.
Sidharth killing men. Blood all over the place. Screams of people. Men dying in front of my eyes.
Fuck! Shit! No!
My heartbeats risen higher and higher as my mind kept thinking about last night. It was horrifying!
Take a deep breath, Sana.
Yeah. I need to calm the fuck down.
I can't absorb the information. I got married to a family, where they kill people! Is this real?
Fuck. Not again!!
I dig my nails inside my skin, to stop myself from shaking and breathing heavily.
I don't know what the fuck is wrong with my system. But whenever I take too much stress or overthink, my body starts shaking furiously, heartbeats fastens and my face turns red. I know only one way to control this, to control the rage and shaking of my body.
Kill the pain with pain.
Self-harm!
"Are you okay?" I snapped my eyes open as a husky voice came in my ear. I looked beside me to see Sidharth looking at me lazily.
"Yeah." I replied.
"Are you sure? You're literally shaking." He enquired while his gaze was on my shaking hands.
"It's nothing." I said before hiding my hands inside the covers.
"As if I care." He muttered before leaving the bed and going towards the bathroom.
Pathetic bastard!!!
I was about to go to sleep again when I heard a knock from the door. Groaning I walked towards the door, and open it.
"Good morning Sana." Mrs Shukla gave me a warm smile, she had a bag in her hand.
"Good morning aunty." I smiled back letting her come inside.
"It's time you start to call me as your mother." She giggled before sitting on the couch.
"Okay mom." I smiled before sitting beside her.
"That's like my girl." She caressed my face before giving me the bag.
"Wear this today, okay?" She requested sweetly. Although I had no idea what it is, I still agreed.
"Where is Sid?" She asked looking at me curiously.
"In the bathroom." I replied.
"Achha thik hai. Get fresh and come for breakfast." She gave me a warm smile before leaving.
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