CHAPTER 40
Sidharth's POV
Last night was— I don't know how to address how I am feeling right now. I've guilt of taking her virginity— because I don't deserve to be her first, on the other hand I had the best fucking sex I've ever had in my life. I'm afraid, I am now addicted to her pussy, her moans, her tits, her beautiful flushed face when she chants my name as if I'm her god.
When she told me last night that she was a Virgin, I didn't know how to deal with that because I've never taken an innocent— I don't deserve to be someone's first but I was hers. I'm the person who doesn't know the meaning of gentleness. I cannot be gentle to anyone or anywhere, especially not in bed but I tried to be for her.
I wished she would stop me from taking her virginity but she didn't. I always regretted giving my virginity to some random woman in my college days— and here she gave hers to me.
To the person she claims to hate.
But something has definitely changed last night, I've become possessive as fuck for her. Even though there's no emotional sentiments involved in our relationship, possessiveness is something I can't control but feel for her, to protect her from anybody who lays their eyes on her with wrong intentions.
I thought Virginity is not a big deal, but now that I've taken hers, it's a fucking big deal for me.
Something soft was touching my cock making me groan in sleep. The grip on my dick tighten making me open my eyes. I adjusted my eyes to the light of the room only to realise a hand gripping my cock over the duvet, making my breath hitched. I look beside to find
my pretty little wife sleeping without any care of the world, not realising she is literally gripping my dick as if it's a fucking—
"Emma let it go! It's my toy!" She mumbled in her dream, before gripping my dick painfully tight.
A fucking toy!?
"Shehnaaz wake up!" I speak, while I tried to free her hand from my penis.
"I'll not give you my toy to anyone." She mumbled, I watch her eyes scrunching.
"Not even to you Sidharth Chimpanzee Shukla." She yelled, raising her other hand in the air before it fall on my lap.
"What the fuck are you talking— you're literally gripping my— " I hissed as she rubbed her fist up and down.
"Shehnaaz wake up!!" I say, catching my racing heartbeats. If I don't stop her now, I swear I won't be able to stop myself from fucking her again, this time brutally.
I shook her body making her groan and slowly she opened her eyes, blinking at me.
"What?" She looked at me confused and awkward.
"What the fuck, why are you naked!" Her eyes wide as she looks at my naked body.
Did she forget we had sex last night?
"First let go of my precious thing." I gritted my teeth.
"Huh?"
I eyed her to look down where she was holding my dick and the moment she saw the sight before her eyes, her eyes were almost out of the sockets, cheeks crimson red and her face flushed.
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