Alyssa P.O.V
I moaned clutching onto the male's shoulders as he filled me, stretched me, eased the burning pain. I didn't know his name and I didn't even remember seeing him when we'd been gathered in the fake forest. As soon as my temperature started to rise I was removed from my room and from Eli.
I'd been taken to a bigger room and layed on the bed with the walls a dark green. They'd stripped me of my clothes and left me naked and scared. When the pain of my heat had started and I'd been unable to hold in my whimpers the door slide open and a naked male was shoved in.
As soon as he inhaled he'd growled his eyes turning dark but he pushed himself against the wall shaking his head as if to shake away the smell of my heat.
I admit he held out for a long time but when I started to cry out and whimper my thighs pressing together to ease the ache he finally inched forward his eyes completely black now.
"I'm sorry." He ground out before laying on top of me forcing my legs apart. I was so far gone that I didn't care I just wanted the burning to go away. When he entered me it felt so good I cried out climaxing on the spot. I know I should have felt embarrassed or at least horrified but it felt so good and the burning had lessened. I tried to not to think about Luke and it was easy when the male lifted himself up his face over mine.
He groaned and started to move making us both gasp. I wrapped both my legs around his waist as pleasure consumed me. The heat consumed us both and we were in a pleasureable world of our own. I never imagined my heat going like this but things never did go as planned.
When things were coming to an end he buried his face in my neck and grunted loudly and my back arched as I felt him start to knot. Something males did during a females heat to insure she gets pregnant. Knotting was the most pleasurable thing I'd ever felt. "Oh baby!" He grunted just as he went over the edge, his face twisting in pleasure.
I groaned my eyes closing as his heat filled me causing my body to shudder with the same pleasure that shined on his face. We were locked in a sea of blissful ecstasy what felt like hours before we both relaxed into the mattress. He was still knotted in me and he would be until the next round of heat came.
When the last of the intense heat left my mind tears filled my eyes and sob tumbled from my lips. I felt like I'd cheated on Luke and there was a possibility I would get a pregnant. It wouldn't be Luke's.
None of this was suppose to happen.
Still buried inside me the male manged to pull me into his lap sitting up on his knees. He gently moved till his back was against the wall, my legs on either side of his hips. He pressed my head onto his shoulder as I wept.
"I know darlin I know." He whispered his southern accent becoming very thick and noticeable.
"I have a mate." I sniffled. "He won't want me after this especially if I have your baby."
"Oh darlin don't say that. He'll always want you even if you had ten different children from ten different men he'd still want you. He's your mate."
"Do you have a mate?" I sniffed trying not to move as he shifted inside me forcing a soft sound to leave me.
"I did but she was killed in a car crash a couple years back."
I felt my heart clench. I couldn't imagine having to survive while Luke was dead. Not many shifters could live on after their mate died.
"I'm sorry." I whispered.
"It's alright darlin. She made me promise to live on if anything happened to her and I made her promise the same thing. I'll be with her again one day and if god forbid you do get pregnant I'll have another reason to live."
"I don't want to get pregnant."
"I don't want you to either they'd just torture it with their test and experiments."
"My name's Alyssa." I whispered.
"Sawyer." He said pressing his cheek to my hair. We stayed like that for maybe an hour just resting before the heat started to build again. It built and built until I was rolling my hips his knot finally going down enough for him to move properly. His hands grasped my hips tightly and soon he was slamming me down forcing moans from my throat. I wrapped my arms tight around his neck my head down.
Sawyer had brown and red hair and dark blue eyes that almost appeared fake. He had a defined jaw line and cheek bones and like all the men here he had a healthy beard. He was incredibly handsome but all shifters were. He appeared in his late twenties but looks could be deceiving with my kind.
He grunted and groaned while calling me baby and darlin and it only made my heat roar hotter. This wasn't Luke but my body didn't care and good lord was Sawyer making me feel good. "Sawyer!" I cried out just as my body exploded.
"Oh fuck darlin yes!" He growled just before he did something I would have never imagined, he bit me. Right between my neck and shoulder marking me as his. I gasped my eyes flying open but all I could see was the blurry vision of the ceiling before my mind clouded over with the pleasure. As I felt his seed fill me I knew. With the combination of his bite and the heat their was no way I wouldn't be carrying his child. A tear slipped down my cheek as my eyes closed Sawyer once again knotting me.
When the heat calmed I didn't say anything. I think I was in shock but Sawyer wasn't.
"Oh god darlin I'm so sorry I don't know what came over me oh god. My wolf wanted you and I couldn't—I'm so sorry!" He rambled. He turned my head and gently licked the wound healing it but it didn't help because the feel of his tongue on his mark had me climaxing embarrassingly loud my nails tearing at the skin on his shoulders.
When I calmed his features seemed sharper his eyes completely black again. My eyes closed as our beasts connected, mated. They weren't true mates but they accepted each other. Sawyer had mated me. For any normal wolf it would have just been a bite but I'm also half human and my human half could be mated by any wolf.
Luke was still mated to me. I could feel our bond like a golden cord in my chest. Luke was my true mate but now.....Sawyer was also my mate. Oh no no no no no no no. This wasn't suppose to happen. Things were suppose to go so differently.
"I'm so sorry darlin."
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