lovesick ~ Kimchay

Again

Porchay was following Tankhun Upstairs. Kim was right behind following them. He felt nervous.
"Chay he is in there you can go"
Tankhun said.

"Ok Khun No"
Chay opened the door.

The room was dimly yellow, the window was open for fresh air circulation. The Holter monitor was beeping recording his brother's heartbeat.
Porsche was laying on the bed with different kinds of wires and tubes attached to his wrist and chest. It was a heartbreaking sight.

Chay rushed to his brother.
"Hia"
He grabbed Porche's hand. A tear escaped.
"Who did this"
Chay directly asked.
Tankhun was sitting near them.
He hesitated a bit.
"Day you arrived. Before that already Kim kept him and tortured him to get to your location."
Chay's gaze shifted toward the man he loved but not right now.

"Kim why"

Chay growled.
Kim didn't budge from the spot he was standing motionless.
"Chay baby.... "
No words were coming out of his mouth.

Silent.
the whole room went silent only machine beeping could be heard.
The silence was all Kim could answer.

Chay stood near Kim.
'Thud'
he slapped him.

"Kim Fucking answer me right now was it necessary? "
"Damn it Kim you fucking psychopath"
Chay hit, punched, and smacked Kim's shoulder he was expecting answers from him.

"Chay I am sorry"
Kim looked down at his feet.

" Fucking moron I thought I could love you once again but you are still the bastard I meet years ago Kim I am disgusted by you"
He pushed Kim.

"Stay fucking away from me I don't want to see you. Don't show your Face to me"
Chay cried on his feet.

His brother was in bed motionless. His lover was insane. His family was broken. He was broken.

Kim bent downward at Chay.
"Chay I didn't mean this to happen"
Kim lifted His chin with his finger.
Looked directly into Chay's eyes.

But Chay didn't predict what he saw.
Kim didn't have an ounce of guilt in his eyes they were bloodshot red his orbs were dark.
There was no emotion on his face.

"Chay you can't run away from me. That's why I have to do this to you Beloved brother."
He took a breath.
"I needed to find you but they were my obstacles. It could be done in a better way but they didn't cooperate with me, Baby you should understand it is his fault he ended up like this."
Kim whispered to him dangerously clutching his shoulder.

Tankhun was dumbfounded he just stood there he didn't understand what his small brother was doing it was like he changed him for Chay. Counseling him in a hug.
But the reality was far away from this.

Chay's breathing was uneven.
"Don't make a scene here Chay we promised right"
"We will go from here now Or your Brother and my brother wouldn't see tomorrow"
Kim lifted him.

"Khun we are going "
"Chay understands and I accepted my fault."
Kim dragged him out.

"Kim why did you do it"
Chay asked once again after collecting his mind from what happened there.

"Kim why I asked you why"
Chay shouted at him.

"Are you a fucking sheep? Shut your pretty mouth I will do it for you" Kim grabbed Chay's jaw tightly and pushed his face away.

The drive was silent Chay's mind was filled with many thoughts. He loved Kim but now he was sickened by his presence.

Car stopped.

"Kim"
Chay said.
Kim didn't look in his direction.
"Kim please"
No response.
"Kim please let me go you are hurting me"
Kim was harshly grabbing Chay and pulling him upstairs.

"Be a good boy Chay You know I wouldn't harm you"
Chay yanked away.
He Pulled Kim by his neck and started to suffocate him.

"You moron how could you I loved you o fucking loved you"
Chay shouted at his Face.

Kim pushed Chay away and rolled over him grabbing both of his hands.
Kim looked at him there was no love nothing. Kim's eyes were empty.

'Thud'
He slapped Chay with force.
"Don't tempt me little one."

"You will love me forever. You will be with me forever. I forgive you for what happened in the past but you gotta understand me "
Kim growled.

Chay didn't say anything.
He spits on his Face.

"Stay the fuck away from me you asshole"
Chay was frustrated with him.
He was fine loving caring just in the morning and changed in the noon.
Chay thought in frustration.

Kim looked at him and grabbed his hair.
And pushed him inside the room.

"You better listen to me kid don't fucking disobey me I will kill your family and everyone you care about."
Kim wiped his face as he said.

"Disrespecting whore like you should be locked in here. Chay baby continue your studies online. Forget about leaving this room. You will stay here till you know who Fucking owns you."
Kim shouted at him.

"And I love you"
Kim grabbed his shoulder.

"No you psycho"
He glared at him.

"it will be fun slowly breaking you My little Chay"
Kim said got out of the room.

"I thought we could be normal"
Leaving Porchay alone again.