lovesick ~ Kimchay

Extra : Little Porchay

Past

Fingers glued perfectly together onto each other. Just the right size. Just the right warmth. Slight touches but it felt like the missing puzzle piece was placed completing the empty soul. Kim unknowingly creases the younger ones' fingers with his hand.

"P'Ki-"
Chay squealed at the warm sensation.
"Do it in the right way"
Kim growled in a low tune and cut him off before Chay could say anything. He didn't want the younger male to stay away.

'knock'

They both looked at the sound.
"Ignore it. Focus on Chords"
Kim furrowed his eyes.

'Knock'

They both looked in that direction. Kim was visibly annoyed.

"Focus"
He said.

'Knock'

"I said Fucking focus"
Kim yelled at Chay who was constantly peeking at the door. loud yell made him startled in fear.
Chay took his hand back from him. And lowered his gaze to the guitar on his lap trying not to cry. What does anyone expect from a 15-year-old teenager? Who is already left alone by his brother in a stranger's protection?
Kim's eyes softened at the sight of Chay who was almost glistening with tears.

"Chay don't cry I am not angry," he said softly and patted his head lightly.

Kim gets up and opens the door.
"It's lunchtime, sir"
It was Big standing there with lunch. Kim furrowed his eyes. His time with the precious little boy was disturbed. He really wanted to beat the shit out of the man standing there holding lunch. He controlled himself as he took the food. And glared at Big with murderous eyes.

"P'Ki-m"
Chay sobbed. Kim's gaze averted at him. He quickly took steps in Porchay's direction with a concerned face. The door was left open. Big confused What kind of person changes his mood in two seconds? Kim was about to kill him now he is being all careyy towards the little boy. He just left with a bow sighed closed the door, so as not to disturb their "session" further more.

"Pup What happened" he knelt and placed his hands on Chay's lap. Placing the food on the table near them. He chuckled looking at his runny nose. Kim took his handkerchief out and wiped his face like a baby.

Chay made eye contact with Kim and was about to say something. He coughed with air.
"Hey little one don't cry"
Kim Said in a whisper sound as he patted his shoulder. He was bad at consoling which was very very clear now.

"P'Ki-m I though-t You were going to beat Mr.Bi-g' Chay said innocently in a broken voice. Kim's heart clenched.
"Oii Why would I do that. Do you think I am bad guy" he asked.

"Yes, I mean No" quickly. Kim looked in amusement.
"Huh, What" he laughed. And sat beside taking the food in his hand.
"If I am bad then I am going to eat both dishes"
"mmmm hmmm~ so appetizing"
Kim teased him by pretending to eat both.
"Phiiiiiiiii not fair"
Chay crossed his hands on his chest and started to sulk even more. Kim who smiled softly at him. Took the spoon placed in front of his mouth.
"Chay Open your mouth and say aaaaa"

Chay slightly blushed at the sight of the Older male. Who's now being caring like his older brother. He slightly opened his mouth and slurped the soup.
"P'Kim It's tasty"Chay yelped in deliciousness. And took the spoon from Kim's Hand and started to eat.

Kim was grinning like an idiot with his gummy smile. The little boy already forgot he was Crying few minutes.

"P'Kim wouldn't you eat your food"
Chay asked not sparing a glance at Kim. Kim shook his head and started to eat beside him. Food never felt this delicious in His life of twenty-three years.

"P'Kim" Chay said softly. His Soup was finished. He was just playing with the spoon. "Hmm," Kim hummed in response. "Can we get some ice cream" Chay looked at him with an intense doe gaze. Kim just skimmed at him with a wide open mouth he wanted to say something but he just shut his lips.
"P'Kim pretty please"
Chay clasped his hands together. He was looking like a puppy asking his owner for a treat. Kim lost. He lost the moment his eyes were begging for ice cream. It was just one simple thing maybe. Maybe he could give him anything. Maybe for him, he could buy the whole factory. To satisfy the little one. "I will Call Big" Kim hid his emotions.

"Phi Coconut Choco please"

Kim scratched his head and nodded.
Kim didn't order for himself.

After some time. The little boy who was happily licking his Ice cream from the cup, smearing cream all over his lips. "Oh oi, are you a Kid?" Kim said as he gulped his saliva while scrutinizing at the sight. His lips. His cheeks. His angelic eyes. His soft hair locks. Most Importantly his beautiful face. It was all tempting Kim to devour Chay right now on the couch. Raw. But he controlled his urges. He can't just do it. It is not right.

Kim lifted his hand toward Chay and licked the cream from the corner of lips with his thumbs. He smirked.

Chay examined him with wide eyes. Without breaking the eye contact. His ears turn red with the sudden touch of Kim. He felt butterflies in his tummy. "eye for eye right".. Kim grinned. making the younger one more flustered.

26 Aug 2023