lovesick ~ Kimchay

S2 Cofusion In Heart

It's been months since they got together but as perfect as it seems from the outside something was going different, From inside different. Kim was acting weirder than Tankhun occasionally. Not Kim, his brother, his soon-to-be brother-in-law, Khun no everyone. He felt foreign from everyone in the family. Only His Mother who was naturally less loquacious but attentive to surroundings started to detect her son was feeling desolate.

"It's going to be alright don't
Worry"
His mother reassured her Bambi who was resting his head on her lap. Closed eyes feeling the wave of cold breeze on his body from the window he felt a little comfort and warmness in Namphueng's presence.

His brother's wedding was approaching in a few days. He had a lot of work stress from his company which had some linguistic issues earlier, It was an exhausting job to examine them and fix them in a short duration. Regardless he tried to make time for Every meal they were presumed to take together in the big dining hall.

It was becoming unbearable for Chay to live in too much silence. He sometimes used to be in Khun no's room but now usually he was in the spa or sleeping. It was unlike him. Tankhun was a radiant ball of energy. But now he does nothing no extravagant parties zero absolutely nothing. "Boring" he mumbled before sliding in his comfortable bed.

Usually, Kim and he go on simple dates and spend time together. At night Kim had to work so he would join later when Chay was already asleep. And woke up early before Chay. Chay was starting to doubt things but in the back of his mind, he knew he could trust his lover anyhow. Chay was not insecure but rather lonesome.

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It was another night normal like any other without much commotion. Chay was roaming through corridors he felt uneasy. From a distance, someone yelled
"NO FUCKING WAY"
"NO, WE AIN'T"
It was his brother.
Chay followed the voice which led him to Kinn's study where the yellow lamp was on.
"THIS IS NOT HOW IT IS SUPPOSED TO BE WORKING ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND"
The door was slightly opened. He saw Porsche Standing frowning. He tilted his head a little more, on the couch Kinn sipping his red wine. "HE DESERVES SOMEONE BETTER IF YOU CAN'T LET GO OF YOUR CLINGING PAST"

"Calm down Porsche If he says he can do it then he will do it. In the right way don't worry"
Kinn was soothing his brother. But Chay couldn't know who the third person was standing in front of. unexpectedly
"Shh I think someone is eavesdropping on us" he whispered almost inaudible and hand motioned to lock the gate.
Chay's heartbeat rose, and he quickly hid behind the little cabinet. Only moonlight was visible in the dark passageway. A figure looked outside. Kim. And
'Thud'
The gate closed with a loud thud. All voices stopped coming from inside.

Before drifting to sleep Chay couldn't help to get more curious about what they were talking about.
"It must have been something confidential that they have to talk about it at night privately."
Immersed in thoughts he slept after a while.

Kim joined his lover in bed soon after. He knew it was Porchay listening to their conversation.
Kim softly placed a kiss on Chay's forehead.
"Just wait for sometime you will be the happiest angel"
He embraced him and closed his eyes.

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The week before the KINN PORSCHE wedding.
Chay noticed something different in Kim. He was a little distant, less talkative and he was kind of ignoring him? Chay was groping all sorts of emotions once again. Kim told him he loves
Chay the most but was it the reality or another lie? Adding fire to fuel Kim was constantly away from home in the Afternoon. Speaking bluffs, and telling all types of excuses just to go out.
"Is he playing me"
Chay said to himself. He was feeling down due to Kim's behavior. He was silently going through the files. Chay turned his head toward the main gate. Once again Kim was out in his yellow Bugatti. "FUCK IT I WILL SEE WHAT HE'S DOING" Porchay had enough of this absurdity. Nobody was informing him anything. Soon after he followed Kim's car. Kim was not going to the meeting or office but rather to a cafe. There sat a lady in the window drinking her coffee in a pink dress. Chay observed her from a safe distance, she looked somewhat familiar like he met somewhere in a sort of gathering. Kim also entered the cafe and greeted her. He shook hands. And sat opposite. After a while, he noticed they were feeling relaxed and laughing.
Porchay felt uncertain was this early to judge.
Porchay shrugged off negative thoughts and drove back to the main house.
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Night approached
Chay was pretending to sleep until Kim joined him."Where were you all day"
Porchay asked.
Kim was a little shocked that Chay was awake till now it was past midnight.
"I told you I was going to attend a meeting love"
Kim cooed his lover and kissed his bare neck.
Chay hummed feeling disappointed.
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For the next 4 days, Chay followed him. Kim meets that lady from time to time. Same cafe in the afternoon Chay finally took the courage and called him. "Kim Where are you"
He asked in a stern voice.
"In the conference Baby"
Kim replied sipping his coffee.
"Oh yeah ok must be a bad timing"
"Angel let's talk later I have to go now"
Before Chay could say anything more he disconnected the call and continued talking to the strange girl. Chay felt his anger rise. He walked inside and
'Splash'
"What the hell"
Kim roared at the person who threw water at him, he rubbed his eyes before opening them.
"Porch-ay?" Kim shuttered when he looked at the person. His bambi crying. Kim soaking wet in water. He tried to approach him.
"NO DON'T COME NEAR ME YOU FUCKING CHEATER" Chay yelled stepping away. "How could you lie."
Chay accused him. Kim couldn't say anything he was stunned, Kim wasn't cheating at him. It felt all wrong but still, he lied.
"No chay you are misunderstanding"
"let me explain"
Kim sounded desperate Chay wasn't supposed to know this.
"No Kimhan it's enough"
Chay was sobbing so hard he started hiccups.
Kim's heart clenched at the sight he was leaning toward him. Chay pushed Kim before walking off. Without listening.
"Bullshit why always me"
Porchay slams his steering wheel in frustration.
On the other hand, Kim didn't move an inch from Where he was standing.
"I am Sorry Khun Kim I caused the misunderstanding" the lady apologized feeling guilty. She was the wedding planner for Kinn and Porsche's wedding.
"It's Okay You Know What You Have To Do"
Kim simply hand gestured her to go. She nodded and exited the place. He sighs rubbing his temple in frustration.
"Sorry love"
whispered as if Chay could listen.