lovesick ~ Kimchay

Extra : So tired

Past

As they both fell into the pit of rocky darkness. Their hearts raced, desperately grabbing anything they could to stop their fall. In a moment of panic, Kimhan's Mind Seemed to stop but one thing was still clear. He has to shield the little one. His Porchay.

But Chay due to a rush of adrenaline, streaming tears and fear of descending rapidly towards the ground, already made him lost his conscience. Driving his fetching body oddly calm.

Kim's surroundings blurred into oblivion, and his heart raced to its highest. In a beat of mere seconds, He flipped them both while tightly grabbing Chay to his chest as if he belonged there. Making him the one on the bottom.

'THUD'

A voice echoed into the forest.

"Both Must be dead Now, Let's go" Truth could never hold a lie. One of the assassins said giving the other subordinates an order

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Suddenly his body felt lighter. Unusually lighter. It felt like he could fly, the surroundings seemed softer too with faded laments. Instantly after the subconscious mind starts to feel everything, a sense of warmth and comfort engulfed him.

"P-"

Slowly his eyes started to burn. He tried to open them. Only to fail by opaque vision. Rubbing them slowly, groaned as he rubbed them a few times before winking.

As his vision adjusted to the delicate dawn light, he couldn't believe what he saw.

"An-gel?

His vision fades in. Porchay. It was Chay. His angel looking at him with love. All snuggled up against him, their bodies intertwined in a perfect embrace.

"Phi?"

Porchay once again called a bit slowly rubbing his thumb on the hollows of his Cheeks.

Those orbs started to tear up, surge of happiness flooded through Kim's veins, for a moment.

"Phi Kim don't cry." Chay's soft tone made his heart much more in pain.

He sobbed grabbing onto those gentle Palms.

"Shhh. Okay, Cry all you want, Big man. Here" Porchay cupped his cheeks with both hands as he leaned forward. Touching both foreheads.

Kim also gently traced his fingers along Chay's cheek, savouring the warmth and tenderness of the beat.

"I thought I lost you. I am so sorry - Sorry, My bambi. I can't help but to only feel love but maybe our love is forbidden and I don't seem to have any control over it. My emotions are gushing all over. I may look like a nasty person loving someone this young. But Phi can do anything for his Angel. Please don't lea- "

Chay who was watching him silently Pecked the rambling mafia.

"Love is not Forbidden Phi." He smiled brightly.

Kim who seemed to be fazed by the sudden act of Little Doe. He tried to lean forward. But a stinging Pain invaded his whole body.

"Phi will always be my everything."

Chay's sweet voice echoes once again. His visions start to fade out. The anguish was unbearable, a constant ache that chewed at his soul.

He wanted to Feel Him Again. He Longed For Chay's Touch, that comfort that Laughter. The Warmth he could feel from his soft and delicate body now he could feel that getting faded away as the moments passed.

Tears streamed down Kim's face as he tried to clutch onto the remnants but he couldn't.

The loneliness and Darkness were consuming Kim, like a storm that raged within him. He was all lost in the Chaos his mind was creating. The suffering was raw and unrelenting, threatening to drown him in its depths.

Kim's body starts to tremble with heaviness. Once again, His own body felt foreign. This time he felt it was real. Gasping for air his lungs felt hefty.

"Phi Kim wake up. I am scared."

"Please. Phi!"

"Phi Don't leave me all alone!"

Sweet voice with a frightened tone starts to Fade in once again.

He wanted to keep being conscious trying hard to open his gaze but fate had something else on its sleeves. Leaving Porchay behind. No. Never in his wildest dreams. Porchay was the whole meaning of living in this death till now.

"Angel? Don't cry Phi is okay." Kim started to adjust to the surroundings. The warmth engulfed him before was gone. The place seemed dark and rocky.

"P'Kim I thought you were dead. I was so scared." Chay hugged him while Water pearls streamed through his plum cheeks.

"Ow, Ow easy, You Brat" Kim smiled but soon struggled, something was wrong. Panic was evident.

"Shit" His arm was soaked in fresh blood. Bruises were everywhere. But -

Then he looked at Porchay. Lips slit into half. Smooth porcelain skin is now covered with scratches. Crimson Fluid coming out from his forehead.

"Porchay you are hurt," broken words came out to the surface.

Chay Was confused then he realized. Blood was dripping through his hair slowly. Painfully. "P'Kim, It's nothing" he smiled as he tore a piece from his shirt.

"You have a Deep wound. Let's Seal it up" Chay moved forward to Bandage.

"Fuck. Fuck. Fuck" under his breath, he repeated those words. Kim was heartbroken. Protect Porhay. Keep Chay safe. Take responsibility. Yet He couldn't do it. It was his job. How could he be so lenient? Why didn't he brought back up? Did he Ignore he was a damn mafia? People will try to hurt his weak point, why did he overlook that?

"Damn useless piece of shit" He cursed himself again as his head lowered. The pool episodes swirled inside his mind. The pain of wounds was nothing compared to his wounded soul.

Porchay lay on the ground, weakened and on the brink of consciousness, he managed to catch a glance at Kim's tear-stained face. In that fleeting moment, their eyes locked, and he saw the grief and fear. Fear of losing someone precious.

With every ounce of strength he had left, Chay understood and reached out to touch Kimhan's trembling hand.

"Phi don't curse yourself. You saved nong."
Porchay snuggled into his embrace after dressing. Leaving no space, mustering a feeble smile. He endeavoured to soothe, that everything would be alright.

However, His body felt Cold almost like the beginning of winter. Numb and Deadend.

"Now we are safe." Chay let out. The flowing of tears was heart-clenching. Kim nodded as he kissed his temples softly.

Looking roughly examining the area with his piercing gaze that seems to be darkened.

It was supposed to be morning. But the whole weather was engulfed by the ashy clouds which would pour its gloom in a few hours or so.

"Porchay, we should be get going, right Angel? Let me help you now." Kim said in a shaky tone while looking at the anonymity around them.

"Tired. So Tired" His Bambi's eyes were giving up after finally seeing his P'Kim breathing and alive, Peace was immersing within.

Deep down, they both knew that their lives were forever changed.

"NO. PORCH—

As the Emerald melted into the rays of Amber the greenery spread across its topazine surface embraced by the hazy clouds of obsidian. Two souls were waiting for their Amethyst.

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Happy New Year everyone :)

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5 Jan 2024