lovesick ~ Kimchay

S2 Eventually Love Finds Its Way Back

Kim knew he had to face his upset lover somehow. Sky starting to get Dark. He got back home and walked straight to their room. Porchay wasn't there on the bed. He searched the whole corridor even in the library and washroom. almost breaking every door in his way. Kim started to panic.
"KINN, KHUN, PORSCHE HAVE YOU SEEN PORCHAY TODAY"
He yelled coming down from the stairs where everyone was supposed to be having dinner.
"Why are you so noisy My head hurts"
Tankhun shrieked at his small brother.
"Yeah he left half an hour ago"
Kinn furrowed his eyes.
"He was in a bad mood and did something happen"
"oh"
Porsche raised his eyebrow. He got it.
"No mm do you know where he is off to"
Kim got nervous all eyes were on him.
"No just call him ain't he your Boyfriend"
Khun said silently. He placed his arms over his chest.

"No, it's just he isn't picking up calls"
Kim fidgeted with his fingers.
"He knows right"
Porsche calmly approached him putting his hand on the shoulder.
"No, he just amused different things"
Kim gazed down.
"You Said we have to act normal and not tell him it was supposed to be his happy day too"
Khun lifted Kim's chin before speaking up to him.
"I just think I shouldn't have lied"
His eyes were glossy.
"You should go after him you know don't waste time here Chay will feel better"
Kinn tried to cheer up.
"Yeah he must be at Hum's bar you should check there first"
Porsche spoke up.
"Yes I should"
He wiped his small tears and smiled. And made his way toward his car.
"GO GET HIM, TIGER"
Tankhun Shouted from the back.
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Hum's Bar is a neon-lit room with the smell of alcohol and smoke mixed. People dancing to music. Everyone in their own world enjoying, griefing, and forgetting. On the very end sat Porchay Pichaya A young CEO/Ex-mafia heir. Drinking to forget his awful afternoon encounter with his lover. "One more Beer," he ordered the bartender. "Why Kim why it has to end always like this". He sipped from the bottle directly without mixing in soda. "They say right Hard liquor helps to forget"
Mummbled to the bartender who was just cleaning glasses. "Do you also have a heartbreak?" Chay asked the man in front.
"Sir There are many types of them. Sometime due to misunderstanding and sometimes they are just shit" He said. "What's your name You seem to be quite Intelligent huh" porchay Looked at him. "Tae" "Porchay" he greeted.
They talked and talked for hours. Until.

Kim entered the bar Porsche was right, His little brother was drinking. sighed. He moved his way toward Chay and sat beside him. "One Red wine" Kim ordered. Chay felt a similar presence beside him. Though he wasn't drunk but a little tipsy. "Did you fuck her right Kim"
He blurted out. Kim didn't say anything he knew Chay wasn't feeling right. "I am not cheating on you love" Kim sipped his wine. "Love huh"

"Such a strong word coming out from a Weak man" Chay could feel his heart aching. Kim glanced with the most tender gaze. He could sense the pain in His Bambis eyes. 'Only one more day everything will be fine' he thought. "Just go away Kim," Chay said as no replies were coming from Kim. "Chay I shouldn't have fibbed to you I am sorry" Kim felt miserable. "Just leave me alone Kim I don't want to make a scene here" Chay pushed him out of the way."I don't understand why life has to send you every fucking time. I Can't take this pain forever. My life was never easy but without you, it was at least peaceful Kimhan" Kim knew Chay was Somewhat right in this situation but Kim would never cheat him with someone. He was just planning something. His heart only belonged to Porchay. "Chay it's not like that I will explain you everything on right ti-"
"Then what is what Kim when will be the right time when I will be dying once again"
Kim went silent and couldn't argue more.
"Hmm as expected. With respect and for Dignity, I will attend tomorrow's function for My Family and then we will go on our separate ways" Kim's silence was more hurtful than his words. At least he could give some sort of reason to argue or make things right but zero came out of Kim's mouth. "Just stay here do Fucking anything I am going Don't follow me from now on" Chay needed time. Kim seated in silence lowering his head. He needed to be strong for tomorrow.
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